Cali Texans

Christmas in East Texas

2012-01-30T21:45:00.000-08:00

Saturday, December 17th

We drove nonstop from California arriving in Gladewater late the 17th of December. We decided that was probably the last time we would try that. We stopped at my parents long enough for my mom and I to go shopping and to have dinner with my parents, sister, brother-n-law, and nephews.

We arrived in Gladewater, and the boys were so excited to be at Granny's house. It was hard to believe how late it was with all the energy that was shown. Finally, we were all able to sleep.

Sunday, December 18th

Morning came early as we joined Granny for church. We enjoyed a relaxing afternoon. Caleb and I went to lunch for mom/son bonding time and explored the lake. After we got home, the three little ones wanted their turn with mom. So, I loaded the three of them up and we went to the playground and then to the lake just to say they had been where Caleb had been. I was worn out by all of those outings and tried not to do too much when we returned.

12/18/2011 - Church with Granny

12/18/2011 - Mom and Caleb at the lake

Monday, December 19th

We celebrated part of Christmas on Monday. The boys were thrilled to know they didn't have to wait long before celebrating Christmas with Granny. They got so many fun things. Caleb was pleased with all of his hunting gear. Josiah, Levi, and Silas especially loved their guitars and bows.

12/19/2011 - Practicing in the backyard

12/19/2011 - Silas, Josiah, and Levi

12/19/2011 - Caleb with his new fish

Tuesday, December 20th-Thursday, December 22nd

On Tuesday, Silas and I took Josiah and Levi to Terrell to meet my parents. They were on their way to spend a couple of nights in San Antonio. This was their first overnight trip hours away from us. It was their first time away from both Kerry and I since Silas was born. They had a wonderful time! Silas was a little sad that mom didn't let him go, but a drive through Wendy's for a Frosty helped him feel better.

On Wednesday and Thursday, we enjoyed relaxing. I spent some time running errands, getting my haircut, reading books. I did start to feel a little under the weather, so I was glad I could take it easy for a couple of days. Silas even did a good job of just laying there with me and watching movies. Silas was thrilled when Levi and Josiah got home on Thursday night. The three musketeers were reunited. I don't think Silas will ever let me keep him from a trip again.

Friday, December 23rd

To further add to the boys' excitement, Uncle Kent arrived! I don't think Uncle Kent's lap was empty the entire time he was here.

Saturday, December 24th

We woke up and Uncle Kent went and got donuts for everyone. Then the boys were ready to open their stockings. After stockings, we got ready and went to lunch in Longview. Although we missed having Granny with us for lunch, we had fun eating at Posadas (my favorite place to eat in Longview). Then it was time to say goodbye to Granny and Uncle Kent. We enjoyed our week with Granny and seeing Uncle Kent.

12/24/2011 - All the boys

12/24/2011 - Granny and 4 of her boys

Christmas in California

2012-01-29T16:49:00.000-08:00

Christmas with the six of us was pretty untraditional. Typically, we celebrate Christmas in the morning. This year, we celebrated on a Thursday evening (December 15, 2011), the night before we started driving to Texas. I was still working through all of my emotions, so it really wasn't the greatest night for me. We were thanked by our three little ones saying this was their best Christmas so far.

And this is what Caleb thought of Christmas this year by the end of the night.

I Took A Break

2012-01-28T16:13:00.000-08:00

I took a break. This past fall. From blogging.

This past fall was tough for me. So many, many emotions going through my mind. Parenting as children get older wasn't what I had envisioned. The reality is it's not easy for me.

In November, Caleb started school for the first time. It's a private Christian school. But it's not homeschool. I could barely even get out of bed on his first day of school. He loves it, my husband loves it, my other boys love it now that they have more of my attention. I'm finally beginning to accept it. There was rarely any joy in my heart last fall. It's hard to write when you're struggling to enjoy life.

It's getting easier. I will admit I am loving my time with my three little ones. Our days are predictable. Fun afternoon activities never get cancelled anymore. I love that. There is a calm during our day. Joy is creeping back. So, I'm ready to get back to blogging. Ready to live life again.

Loving my days with these three precious ones!

and

Learning how to let this one grow up to be the

man God wants him to be.

Fall Festival 2011

2011-11-30T22:10:00.001-08:00

Our church put on their annual Fall Festival on October 31, 2011. This year, Josiah and Caleb chose not to dress up. The reality is that it's hard to have fun on rides and games in costumes. Plus, it was really hot when we arrived. Silas really wanted to wear the elephant costume, but the moment we got out of the car he took it off. It was way to hot for it. They all had a blast, and I couldn't believe we stayed almost the entire night. On the way home, the three little ones and I stopped at the grocery store for a few items. We discovered that their pumpkins were now discounted all the way to free. They were so excited to end the night by each getting their own pumpkin. I so love seeing how something so simple as a free pumpkin can put a smile on three little boys' faces.

Granddad Visits Us Twice!

2011-11-28T13:37:00.000-08:00

First Visit (October 13-15, 2011)

We were so happy to have Granddad come out and visit us twice in October! He was so patient when I dragged him to Costco pretty much as soon as he got off the airplane. It is always nice to have another adult when taking 4 kids to Costco. Thanks, Dad!

Second Visit (October 20-22, 2011)

The second trip Granddad made to California, we took him to Tanaka Farms. The boys had a blast running through the maze, petting the animals, and picking out a pumpkin.

Silas Turns Three

2011-09-11T16:23:00.001-07:00

9/3/2011 Silas with his cake

Last Saturday, September 3rd, our baby turned three. He was thrilled about having his birthday. Kerry was not in town, but the other boys and I did our best to still make him feel special. I think we succeeded!

When I asked him what kind of cake he wanted, all he would tell me was a dirt bike cake. Since our Friday was a very busy day, I took the easy way out and bought a dirt bike to put on the cake and added a simple border. Note to self: I will not use the store bought decorating icing again. It did not work as well as bags and icing made from scratch.

He has been wanting a bicycle for a long time now. His birthday seemed the perfect time. When I went to buy the bicycle, I knew the tires were a little low on air but bought it anyway. Caleb knows how to air up tires. Sadly, the birthday bike would not hold air in its tires. We had to return the bike that day (while he was crying) and go to another store to get another bike. I was so glad to get a working bike home for him. I had visions of not being able to find one that day (in the price range I was could spend). He enjoyed his day riding his new bike around the house until the weather cooled down enough to ride it outside.

Silas has such a sweet personality. He is almost always happy. He wakes up smiling and goes to bed smiling. He also is a talker. I think he talks more than his Daddy. By the end of the day, I am worn out from all of his talking. His sweet smile makes up for is non stop talking. I am so glad he is a part of our family and look forward to watching him grow even more this year.

9/3/2011 - Silas on his bike

Wedding in Colorado

2011-09-05T20:51:00.001-07:00

8/26/2011 - Josiah on the airplane

My cousin Mickey got married in Colorado last weekend. Josiah, Silas, and I were able to attend with my mom. We left Thursday, August 25, around 9pm. The boys were so excited to be flying on an airplane. Caleb and Levi stayed home with Daddy and went camping. I enjoyed the late flight since Silas slept almost the entire way on the plane. Josiah fell asleep in the last 20 minutes of the flight. Unfortunately, it was difficult waking them up to get off the airplane. I put my almost three year old in the Ergo and was walking a crying Josiah while trying to carry 6 bags myself. One of the flight attendants even asked if I needed a wheelchair. I think I should have said yes. It was an ordeal to get to baggage claim where we were meeting Nana. From tears, to an accident, to changing wet clothes, to kids hanging on to my legs as the train went really fast, we were worn out when we saw Nana. We still had to take a shuttle to get the rental car. Then we had a 45 minute drive to our hotel. We arrived around 2:30am. Josiah was sound asleep and stayed asleep while I carried him up to bed. Silas on the other hand was wide awake enjoying the adventure. He fell asleep around 4am and was ready to go at 8am.

8/26/2011 - Silas on the airplane

Friday, the 26th, Nana treated us to the Denver Zoo. The parts we saw were really nice. I wish we could have stayed longer, but Josiah was ready to go. Nana and I were exhausted from the night before so we didn't complain. We grabbed lunch in the car and took the boy to the hotel swimming pool before going to the rehearsal dinner. The wedding/rehearsal dinner site was beautiful. I really wish I could have brought the entire family. The boys had a wonderful time playing outside during the rehearsal dinner. Perfect for active boys. Plus, I got a chance to speak with a lady who I would say was a homeschooling pioneer. I'm so thankful for the families who paved the way for homeschooling.

8/27/2011 - Silas, me, and Josiah (I so wished I had brought a stroller on this trip)

8/26/2011 - Silas, Nana, and Josiah

8/26/2011 - Silas handing me a lovely flower

Saturday, the 27th, we took the boys swimming after breakfast (and a little tv watching). We had lunch with my Uncle Phil, Aunt Jackie, Wilene, and Loriece. It was great to see them. We had just enough time to get ready for the wedding. The wedding was nice. It was outside, and it looked like it could rain any minute. Fortunately, it held off until the reception. The boys did amazingly well. The highlight of the wedding for them was seeing a bat fly in where the reception was being held.

8/27/2011 - Silas, Loriece, and Josiah

Sunday, the 28th, we took the boys bowling. For some reason, that's the one thing they really wanted to do. They had a great time. It was worth it to see Silas's expressions on his face when he knocked pins down. The trip back to California was easier since I had my mom inside the airport with us. We were sad to see her go since we probably won't see her again until Christmas. I was glad to get back to my other three boys and love on them.

8/28/2011 - Silas bowling

8/28/2011 - Josiah bowling

Staples

2011-09-05T20:14:00.000-07:00

It was Sunday, August 21, 2011. Kerry had been out of town since Thursday morning and was returning Sunday evening. We had survived our first week of homeschooling, and I was looking forward to tidying up the house before Kerry got home that evening. I was working in my bathroom when I heard a thud and then screaming. Silas comes walking into my bathroom screaming with blood running down his face. As bad as I felt for him, I was frustrated with the situation. My husband was out of town. I wasn't in our old neighborhood where I could leave my other three kids with neighbors and go to a hospital I knew. Plus, I didn't know which hospital we could go to.

I called Kerry screaming in his ear what I needed him to do. The other three boys whipped into action getting shoes on and backing bags. I did stop to look at the cut/slice to make sure a trip to the ER was needed. It was. Kerry called two of our pastors from our church who said they would meet me at the hospital. One of them took our other three boys to his house while the other one stayed with me. By this time Silas had calmed down. When the doctor looked at it, he said it would need about three staples and he didn't recommend anything to deaden the area. I requested to have the lidocaine. Would you believe that Silas didn't cry once while they put the lidocaine in or put the five staples in his head? I could not believe it! We left the hospital, and went to pick up the other three. The only complaint he gave me was that his head was hurting (around dinner time). I gave him some medicine, and he was fine. The staples are out now, and it seems to be healing fine.

VBS Week

2011-08-12T23:24:00.000-07:00

We just finished up VBS at our church. Somehow, in all the years I have been married to my husband, who happens to be a minister/pastor, I have only managed to teach VBS two years - one before Caleb was born and this year. Teaching VBS in the evening without children is a whole lot easier than teaching VBS in the early morning with four children to get ready. And these are 4 homeschooled children and mama who aren't used to being out the door early and dressed with smiles on our faces except for Sunday mornings.

The boys did amazingly well getting up and ready. I had the privilege to teach in mini VBS, the 3 year olds (and a few older 2s) while parents volunteered in other areas of VBS. Levi was supposed to be in the 4 year old class. He made it 30 minutes. The rest of the week he has loved being in the 3 year old class. I wasn't sure I was going to be able to get Josiah to his class on Tuesday as he was refusing to go, but Dad took him and he had a great time the rest of the week. I will admit, I have forgotten what it is like to be responsible for so many little ones for so many hours each day. I felt like I was back teaching my little 4 year olds in PreK. I was exhausted every single day. I don't know how moms manage to work full time and keep up with their families. I'm thanking God that I get to be home with my children each and every day.

I think we are all looking forward to normalcy returning come Monday. School starts back up for us then. Most schools in our area don't start back until after Labor Day, but I'm ready to get started. It's nice to get a head start in case something comes up that we need to take a couple of weeks off. It seems like we've needed those extra weeks each year. I'm praying we won't need those extra weeks and can finish early this year.

Box Day!

2011-08-01T22:44:00.000-07:00

For those in the homeschooling world, you can understand when I announce that it was "Box Day" in our house. I ordered part of our curriculum for this coming year a little over a week ago. It was scheduled to be delivered today. You won't believe how many times I checked the UPS tracking information or how many times I peaked out my front door even though I didn't hear a knock. Well, close to 3:00pm, I checked the UPS tracking online, and it showed that it had already been delivered. I know they didn't knock or ring the doorbell, because our dog didn't bark. I was so excited to open that box! But as I opened that box, reality set in that I will be teaching a 6th grader this year. Really? How can this be? Weren't we just reading picture books and easy readers? Not this year. I'm really going to learn a lot this year, and I think Caleb might too.

I already have most of the things for the other three boys thanks to holding onto things from Caleb's previous years. According to my written schedule, our school days look well organized. Well, that is the goal. The older the boys get, the more I realize the need for a daily schedule during our homeschool hours. I'm sure it will take a few weeks to get in a groove. Praying our year goes smoother than last year or the year before or the year before that. . .

Here is a run down of major family events that occurred while continuing to homeschool

2005-2006 (first official year) - Josiah born and move to California

2006-2007 - Levi born

2007-2008 - Move from California to Florida

2008-2009 - Silas born

2009-2010 - Move back to California

2010-2011 - Move closer to our church

*It's amazing how many major events have occurred over these past 6+ years of homeschooling. I have to be honest and say that I'm praying for a calm year. Is that bad? I feel guilty praying for one. But it really would be nice not to have to think about moving again for awhile.

Caleb's New Bow

2011-07-29T17:49:00.000-07:00

Right around Christmas, Caleb decided he wanted a bow. Knowing how expensive bows and accessories can be, we told him that if he raised half of the money, we would pay the other half. I am amazed at how hard he worked at saving his money. He saved any money he got from Christmas and birthdays. He worked hard on chores around the house. He even became aware of coins laying on sidewalks and would always pick them up. Granny even graciously helped contribute to his bow.

Well, it took him until right before we moved to our new house to earn his half. By that time, we asked him to wait until we moved. He patiently did. Well, the day finally came when Kerry took him to the bow shop to buy his bow. Unfortunately, they did not have one in the store, and it would have to be ordered. When the bow came in, it wasn't the right bow. Caleb was disappointed and Kerry was close to mad. It seemed like forever until the bow got here, but it finally arrived and was ready to be picked up on Wednesday. He was so excited to get his hands on his bow. He has been in the backyard practicing everyday since then, already breaking a few arrows.

We are so proud of Caleb for working so hard saving for something he really wanted. He is learning the value of money which is so important. Way to go, Caleb!

Day 1 Without Daddy

2011-07-28T11:08:00.001-07:00

Daddy with his boys

Well, Kerry headed out of town this morning. Since moving closer to the church, we have been fortunate to see Daddy more often than when we lived in our previous location. The boys are thrilled to see Daddy home for lunch almost everyday, and he gets home shortly after 5 on most nights. I have a feeling some of our days are going to drag.

We have a few more things to finish up in regards to homeschooling so we will be prepared for the start of our new year. The boys (mainly Caleb) haven't been too thrilled over the idea of some school in the summer, but they are handling it okay. One of the reasons I wanted to do a little school each week was to help with transition back to our full school schedule. It's always a shock to our system if we take a long break. So, hopefully, things will go smoother at the beginning this year. This year will definitely be busier in regards to school. Caleb will be in 6th grade, Josiah in 1st grade, and Levi and Silas will be doing preschool stuff. I've been planning all summer trying to find the best in writing schedule for the boys. I'm also trying to make sure I have something planned for Levi and Silas while they have tons of free time. This year, it will be more directed until the end of our school day. I'm sure it will take a few weeks to get our new schedule smoothed out, but hopefully it will work.

We don't have much planned for today. We have been working on school this morning, and I know Caleb wants to practice with his new bow after lunch (another post coming about that). I'm hoping to get out my scrapbooking stuff this evening since I am years behind. We'll see how much I accomplish while Kerry is out of town. This is when it would be extremely nice to live near family. We could stop by for dinner or just a quick visit.

Happy Birthday, Josiah!

2011-07-27T23:30:00.000-07:00

Our sweet, precious, blessing from God turned six yesterday. Wow! The time has flown! Josiah loves life to the fullest. He is still very athletic. He continues to ride his bike like a pro and jumps ramps in the street. He also enjoys his scooter and is tinkering with a skateboard. He wants to try basketball this year and maybe baseball (one sport at a time). He enjoys reading and being read to. He wants to be able to do is best at whatever the task and at times becomes frustrated. He is improving. He is so good about sharing his things with his brothers. He had a big transition when we moved into our current house. He is now sharing a room with Caleb. At times, he wants to be big like Caleb and really tries hard to be big, but at other times he contemplates going back to sharing a room with Levi and Silas and just being 6.

Josiah showed me that I didn't know everything when it came to being a mom. I think God knew I needed that reminder. He never did scream for hours at a time like some babies I've heard about, but he always woke up making noise/fussing. He always calmed easily. He loved going to sleep with an arm. As he got older, he would tell me he needed an arm which meant he needed to lay his head on my arm. He didn't like to sit still and still struggles with sitting still unless he has an electronic or a book.

There is just something about Josiah, that I want to make sure he knows that he's loved, special, and a very important part of this family. Maybe it's because he's in the middle - Caleb is the oldest and Silas and Levi are the babies (they might as well be twins). He has lived in 5 houses in his life, 6 if you count the RV, 7 if you count temporary housing in Florida, and 8 if you count the couple of months we lived with my parents while Kerry was traveling. When we added it up one day, he wanted to be sure and count the time we lived with Nana and Granddad. So, that's a lot for one 6 year old. We love him so much, and thank God for bringing Josiah into our lives. I know God must have an amazing plan for him.

Opening presents with Daddy

Josiah had his special day all planned. He wanted to open presents as soon as Daddy got home for lunch. Then he wanted to go the beach, eating a picnic dinner while we were there. Then, we would come back home for birthday cake. And that is just what we did!

Josiah relaxing in the sand after boogie boarding

Josiah ready to blow out his candles. He found a picture of a cake on the internet, and I did my best to make his look similar. He thought it looked great and that was all that mattered.

Trip to Lake Tahoe

2011-07-24T14:39:00.000-07:00

My parents were planning a trip to Lake Tahoe and asked if we wanted to join them. I had never been, so I quickly said, "Yes!" Kerry has already used his vacation time to celebrate his mom's 80th birthday and later has a hunt planned, so he could not join us. When Caleb found out that Dad wasn't coming along, he asked if he could stay home with Dad. After thinking about it, we agreed that he could stay home.

On Friday, July 15th, Josiah, Levi, Silas, and I pulled out of the driveway at 6:00am to drive to Lake Tahoe. It was a beautiful drive, and the boys were great travelers. We met my parents at their first condo in South Lake Tahoe. We had a very early dinner/late lunch since we didn't see many options during our "lunch time." The boys enjoyed snacking though and never once complained about a late lunch. After eating, the boys enjoyed some time swimming in a cold (although heated) pool, playground, and hot tub. They also had some fun playing their version of pool. They took baths, had snacks, and fell asleep watching a movie as they were all exhausted from our day.

Saturday, July 16th, my dad and I each turned a year older. We have only been separated on our birthdays twice since I've been alive - once when I turned 14 on a mission trip and when I turned 22 on my honeymoon. It was great celebrating with him. We went on a hike to see a lake, ate lunch out, checked into the next condo, ate dinner, and took the boys swimming. Josiah even enjoyed some of the birthday fun getting to open his birthday presents from Nana and Granddad. We ended the evening by taking a walk down to the beach on Lake Tahoe.

Sunday morning, we all went to a church close by. It's always different attending a church where you have no responsibilities or know anyone. We had lunch, and I attempted a "rest time" which even though they watched a movie, they didn't sleep. So, after an hour, we got up, put our swimsuits on and went to the kiddie pool. That was a great choice! The boys played for hours, and I didn't have to constantly be worrying that someone might drown. They literally spent all afternoon swimming. Then, it was time for dinner, snacks, a quick trip to the hot tub while my parents sent to the store for Benadryl for Silas's mosquito bites that had gotten rather large, baths, and movie time. Us grown ups actually go to enjoy part of the evening as the boys slept.

Monday morning, we headed to Squaw Valley. Our day started by Josiah trying out a zip line which he loved. We then took the cable car to the top of the mountain. The boys loved playing in the snow and roller skating at the top. After spending a couple of hours at the top, we took the cable car back down. We ate in Truckee for lunch before returning to the condo. The boys wanted to go to the kiddie pool again and played for a couple of hours. We had a late dinner, snacks, and one last movie time. Time to start packing the bags.

Tuesday morning, we got up and started loading the cars. We drove into Carson City for lunch, and then it was time to say goodbye to Nana and Granddad. They had to fly back t0 Texas, and the boys and I started our drive back to SoCal. They once again did great on the drive back. Even though they had tons of fun, they were thrilled to see Caleb and Daddy when we got home.

P.S. For some reason, blogger keeps putting more spaces between some pictures and paragraphs than I would like.

Nana's Visit

2011-07-04T09:54:00.000-07:00

My mom came and visited us last week (Friday through Tuesday). We hadn't seen her since Christmas, so we were very excited to see her. We stayed really busy while she was here. We tried out a public swimming pool (way too crowded for me), signed up for the library summer reading program, went to the movies, went shopping, went to church, ate out, and spent lots of time just being together. We are so glad she came, and are looking forward to seeing her with Granddad in just a couple of weeks.

Hooray, I'm Normal!

2011-07-03T22:39:00.000-07:00

Hooray, I'm normal! I just heard that phrase from Josiah tonight. Josiah, Levi, and Silas have all been a little sick this week. Mainly fevers and coughs. Silas had the fever first and later this week Josiah and Levi caught it. The three little ones and I didn't make it to church today because of it. Well, tomorrow is the Fourth of July, and the boys are thrilled about the hockey game at our old neighborhood. The plan was for us all to go. With sick kids I had to tell them that whoever had a fever would have to stay home with mom since we don't want our friends to get sick. I took Levi's temp, and sadly he still had a fever. He is devastated that he can't go tomorrow. Crying was involved. Then, I took Josiah's temperature. When it beeped, he asked me what it said. My response was, "It's normal." He interpreted that as he was normal and went around yelling happily, "Hooray, I'm normal!" It sounded funny coming from his mouth. Just wanted to write it down so I would remember it.

Mother's Day

2011-06-20T14:05:00.000-07:00

My boys treated me to a fun and relaxing dinner at Ruby's Diner in Huntington Beach on Mother's Day. It was a very windy evening as we were walking on the pier, and since we haven't been here since we lived here the first time, I forgot how scary the pier is from my view as a mother with little ones. I was afraid that one of mine would accidentally fall into the water. They did great though and stayed very close to us or rode in the stroller. Beautiful view though and worth the walk on the pier in the cold weather. Thanks boys for making me feel special!

Nature Hike Find

2011-06-20T13:29:00.000-07:00

Our boys love going on nature hikes. They would go every day if I could find the time. Back at the beginning of May, we went on one such hike. While hiking and fortunately Kerry was with us, Caleb found a snake, a gopher snake. It was an exciting find, and they did release it.

Happy Belated Birthday, Caleb!

2011-06-20T12:56:00.000-07:00

Caleb turned 11 on Sunday, April 24, 2011. Since Easter fell on his birthday this year, he decided he wanted to celebrate on Monday, April 25th instead so that the entire day would be about him. He even enjoyed designing his own birthday cake, and I did my best to follow the design. We had breakfast, and then he was ready to open presents and have cake. We enjoyed no school that day and spent the morning relaxing (mommy cleaning). After lunch, we all got ready and headed to Oso Creek Trail in Mission Viejo which was the outing Caleb requested. He wanted to spend as long as possible looking for creatures. I was amazed that with a little net he managed to catch a few fish. He released them as soon as he finished observing them, but he was definitely pleased. Even though dinner was quickly approaching, he could have stayed another few hours.

Eleven years ago, the birth of Caleb started me on the most challenging and rewarding work possible - motherhood. He made becoming a mother so easy and joyful. As I watch him grow, I am often amazed at the person he is becoming. He loves Jesus. He loves his family. He loves his church and serving others. Each week he volunteers in the 3 year old class at church and from what I've heard, they all love him. He often is my extra hand when I need help. He willingly helps out in the kitchen and will do other tasks without complaining. He loves anything outdoors, and I think he might live outside all the time if given the chance. Happy 11th Birthday, Caleb! We love you!

A Very Busy Easter

2011-05-11T23:28:00.000-07:00

We had a very busy Easter weekend. Our church had two services on Friday, so Caleb and I helped serve in the preschool area for one service with our three little helpers. After serving the first service, our entire family went to the second service. I love when we are all together which is rare these days as Caleb is busy serving one hour and attending his class the second hour. Anyway, we made it through the entire service without leaving! That is a great accomplishment for our family of six and it was wonderful to worship together.

4/23/2011 - Caleb and Levi dying Easter eggs

Saturday was pretty busy as well with running errands like groceries and birthday shopping for Caleb. The boys and I also enjoyed our Easter egg dying while Dad was at church. Dying Easter eggs this year was a little crazier than normal with everyone wanting to do their own and me making the mistake of using those little plastic cups instead of the glass cups I've used for 11 years. We had 2 spills before I switched back to my glass ones.

4/23/2011 - Josiah finishing one of his eggs

4/23/2011 - Silas thought he was very big and didn't want any help

4/24/2011 - Dad, Silas, Levi, Josiah , and Caleb

Our church had three services on Easter Sunday (I shouldn't complain since in the past we have endured Kerry being at 16 services), and we had to get to church really early to serve. The boys were troopers as we served one hour, took a break for an early picnic lunch, and served another hour with Daddy helping too! They thought that was a treat to have Daddy helping.

To top it off, Caleb turned 11 this year. He decided early on that he didn't want to celebrate on the 24th since it was going to be a busy day. He wanted a full day of his own, so he opted to celebrate on Monday the 25th instead - a smart decision.

4/24/2011 - Me and the boys

4/24/2011 - Caleb the birthday boy

4/24/2011 - Josiah loving his hat!

4/24/2011 - Levi

4/24/2011 - Silas

4/24/2011 - Silas and Levi - Best Brothers, Best Friends

By the time we arrived home from church, we were exhausted. We all agreed to let whoever was sleeping to nap as long as possible. The boys didn't get to do their egg hunt until dinner time but they all seemed okay with that. We had dinner, skyped with my parents so Caleb could open his present from them, and then it was time for me to start making Caleb's birthday cake, his own design. What a busy but fun weekend!

Uncle Kent Comes for a Visit

2011-05-09T22:26:00.000-07:00

4/7/2011 - At Bass Pro Shop with Uncle Kent

Uncle Kent (Kerry's brother) came for a visit back in April (April 6-8 for my notes). The boys were so so excited when they learned that he was coming. If Kent was coming for a rest, it would have been impossible because the boys wanted to be near him every waking second.

Kerry picked him up at the airport on Wednesday and made it home just in time for dinner. We all enjoyed just relaxing the rest of the evening. Thursday morning found Kerry working, but we all met up with him for lunch and then headed to one of the boys' favorite places - Bass Pro Shop. The boys were thrilled (Kerry included) when Uncle Kent bought them a couple of guns. I have no idea what kind but my boys are happy. Dinner, renting movies, and dessert finished our evening. Saturday came all too quickly when we took Uncle Kent back to the airport. Silas walked around for several days asking where Uncle Kent was.

4/8/2011 Uncle Kent and Silas

4/8/2011 - Levi and Uncle Kent

4/8/2011 - Josiah and Uncle Kent

4/8/2011 - Caleb and Uncle Kent

4/8/2011 - Uncle Kent and the boys

It Feels Like the Dominoe Effect

2011-04-04T23:05:00.001-07:00

Josiah, Silas, and Levi after tie-dying shirts

It was Friday night and all was quiet, a peaceful feeling for me in the house when everyone is sleeping except for me. Only, it didn't last long. Kerry had fallen asleep in Caleb's room since our bed still had piles of clean clothes to fold all over it, and he didn't want to wait or maybe knew not to bother waiting (I don't blame him as I didn't really get around to the clothes that night). As I was contemplating what to do with the clothes, Josiah comes walking into my room. He's coughing some, but he looks really flushed. As he crawled on top of the clothes to find some place on the bed, I felt his forehead. It was warm. I managed to find the thermometer and sure enough, he had a fever. I found some medicine for him (we rarely have medicine on hand in our house) and he went right back to sleep.

He was fever free in the morning. The boys enjoyed playing outside with Kerry for a lot of the day. As it got closer dinnertime, I started wondering if Josiah should go to church and expose whatever germs he had. Well, a little after dinner, his fever started coming back. Then, I noticed that Silas felt warm. He had a fever too. Definitely confirmed that I shouldn't take at least two to church the next morning. As we're getting ready for bed, Levi says he sick too. I thought he just didn't want to miss out on bubble gum medicine, but he had a fever too.

Josiah and Levi's fevers haven't lasted long. Josiah has a bad sounding cough. Silas's fever is still lingering, but as I feel him right now, I think it has gone down quite a bit. It sure felt like dominoes as one right after the other got sick. Fortunately, the rest of us haven't caught it. We are praying for speedy recoveries and that the rest of us stay healthy.

The Promised Fun

2011-03-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

The Promised Fun - A Trip to the Beach

The boys were thrilled to take some time to stop at the beach, Josiah especially. We can't believe he got in the water. It was ice cold in my opinion when my toes accidentally got touched by the water. Caleb, who is normally in the water with Josiah, was even wearing a sweatshirt. It was a fun way to end our day. We hadn't really done anything just the six of us in awhile, so it was nice. It's always nice seeing the boys smile while doing something fun.

Josiah thrilled to be in the water

Josiah and Caleb

What a view to have while swinging

Silas and Levi with Daddy

Silas, Levi, Caleb, and Josiah

Marine Graduation

2011-03-22T23:07:00.000-07:00

Joshua, Caleb, Josiah, Levi, and Silas

On Friday, March 11, Kerry, the boys, and I were privileged to get to watch our nephew Joshua graduate as a marine. It was a fun time connecting with family and an honor to have a family member protecting our country.

I wasn't too sure how the boys would do, but fortunately the graduation was outside. I can't say that they sat perfectly still, but overall, they did great. They were troopers being in the bleachers for over 2 and 1/2 hours, and even better yet when we didn't get to lunch at our typical lunchtime. They never complained about it. The only complaint I got was from Josiah, because I had told him we would do something fun after the graduation. It was a challenge at times to wait for what he considered "fun."

Brian, Kim, Joshua, Abigail, Morgan, Elizabeth

Kerry, Joshua, and me

Joshua is in the third row, second one in (I think)

Happy 4th Birthday, Levi!

2011-03-07T22:35:00.000-08:00

Dear Levi,
You are four years old today! What an amazing year it has been! Shortly after turning three, you got hurt and had to take a trip to the emergency for a few stitches. Thankfully, you recovered quickly and were outside playing the next day. We also confirmed that your VSD had closed but that you had a PFO. We were so thankful that the cardiologist said that it wasn't serious at all, that it was very common. Your speech has improved greatly this year as you are learning to read. Seeing the sounds on paper makes it easier for you to know how to say the words.

Your heart still melts when you see a baby. You love your brothers, especially Silas. I loved that you wanted to share your birthday with him. It would have been fun if you two had been funds. I would have enjoyed that a lot. You turned into a little boy this year, no more toddler in you. You love choosing what clothes you will wear and riding your bicycle without training wheels.

I am so excited to see what this year holds for you - hopefully calmer than last, no trips to the er or heart issues. I pray that your heart for Jesus continues to grow. Just today you told me that I was going to die and that I would be in Heaven with God and Jesus. You are so right, one day I will, but I pray I will get to raise you boys first. One more year until you are an official kindergartner. Wow! I can't believe it. I'm so thankful that God brought you into our lives. You are our sweet, lovable Levi, our bonus baby, our only California boy. Mommy loves you!

The snake cake Levi requested.

Levi can hardly wait to start catching creatures with Caleb.

Levi getting ready to taste his cake.

Levi is thrilled with his new car seat. No more 5-point harness for him!

*And yes, Levi, you picked out the clothes you wanted to wear on your birthday. It would not have been your Mommy's choice, but you were happy.

Sweet Words

2011-03-05T14:56:00.000-08:00

Levi is turning four on Monday. He is so excited that his special day of the year has almost arrived. As he and I were talking about him turning four, he said some of the sweetest words. He told me that he wished Silas (his two year old brother) was turning four with him. How many brothers would want to celebrate their birthdays together and wish to be the same age? It just melted my heart.

These two brothers are the sweetest things to watch. When talking to one another during play, they are engrossed in their conversation. Their pretend play is amazing. It is so cute to hear them pretend that one of them is a baby or a puppy. Their voices change pitch like when adults talk to babies or young children. It is just so cute. These two also can make the biggest messes, especially this past week. During school with Caleb and Josiah, Silas and Levi at times will escape to their room for up to an hour at a time (I do grow concerned when all is quiet and check on them from time to time). At the end of those play times, I find toys dumped all over their room as they have been busy playing. I can handle the messes when I see how well they play together and love each other. It's going to be fun watching their friendship grow!

So Thankful

2011-02-27T22:47:00.001-08:00

Tonight, I reflecting on how sweet our church has been to our family. Words will not be able to express how loved and cared for we have felt. My children are so important to me, and it's important to me that they love church, whatever that may look like.

For about 3 weeks in a row, Josiah was very upset about going to his class. This year is the first year he has gone to his own class on a consistent basis without mom as one of his teachers. Everyone involved went out of their way to make Josiah feel loved and special. He is now in the other Kindergarten class and is thriving. I asked him about it, and he said the other class just had too many girls. And the other class has more boys. I thanked his previous teacher for caring for Josiah and shared what he had said. She was able to confirm that there were more girls. I guess when you are one of 4 boys at home, having more boys around makes you feel at home. It was great to see him smiling as he literally ran to his class this morning.

I'm also thankful that Caleb gets to serve. He is serving with Levi at this time, and it was so nice this morning when Levi was a little tired to know that big brother was right there with him to give him that assurance he needed. I also love the fact that Levi loves going to "big church" every week. He loves his "music time." This morning as we were in the balcony, he stood the entire time clapping to every song.

For me, I love the fact that I get to serve with my children. We have been at churches where parents can't serve with their children, but this is super important to me. I love watching Silas in his Bible Study class. It's funny to see that he will hardly say 3 words in class the entire time but talks our ears off at home. He is so serious which is the opposite of his personality at home. But he loves going to church which is more important.

So, I'm thankful to God for putting us at our church at this time in our lives.

Everyday Life

2011-02-25T22:52:00.000-08:00

Silas, Levi, and Caleb on one of our nature hikes

Wow! I'm finally finished catching up on our Christmas travels. It only took a couple of months. I think that record is better than last year, but I don't have an excuse of moving across the United States like I did last year. Anyway, things are going pretty good with us. We are finally back into our normal daily routine. Kerry has been taking each boy individually each weekend on a "hunting trip." Since I am not a fan of hunting, you probably won't see the hunting pictures on here much. Josiah, Levi, and Caleb have each had their turns. Each boy has had his turn with Dad except Silas. He is looking forward to his turn very soon. All of them have been so excited for some alone time with Daddy. I think that is what is most important to them - having Daddy all to themselves for a little over 24 hours.

We all have had our fair share of illnesses since we've been back. Kerry got the worst of it, fever and all. He was in bed for several days which meant I couldn't be sick. That wasn't fun. It took him a good couple of weeks or three to finally start feeling completely well. Our being sick reminded me to be thankful for the health God has given our family. I shouldn't complain when others are fighting for their lives. Thank you, Lord, for our great health!

There really isn't anything exciting going on here. Just normal, everyday stuff. School, church, play outside, going on nature hikes - that's about it. The boys are not playing sports this season. Since we know we are moving in June closer to the church, we have decided to wait and get plugged in there. Caleb was ready to step out of baseball, but Josiah is ready to play. Levi can hardly wait until it's his turn, Silas too.

That's about it for around here. The next big event in our little family will be Levi's 4th birthday in just a couple of weeks. I can't believe he's almost four!

Josiah wearing his new shirt from Nana and Granddad

Last Leg of Our Trip - Very Long

2011-02-04T14:41:00.001-08:00

Sunday, January 2, 2011 - I couldn't decide if we should go to church this morning. I knew the boys were exhausted from our trip to Arkansas and then finding out that Papa had passed away. I felt my mom deserved some peace and quiet in her own home and I thought the boys might enjoy getting out. We went to Nate and RyAnn's church. After church, we went back to my parents' house for lunch. Then, I loaded up my boys to go wash clothes at RyAnn's house. Originally, we were going to pick Kerry up in East Texas, but I could tell that our boys needed their Daddy. I ended up calling him telling him he was needed. He arrived that evening. We arrived back at my parents, got the kids to bed, and I packed for yet another trip within a trip.

Monday, January 3, 2011 - We all headed back to Arkansas. We arrived in time to stop by and see Loriece. We sat and visited with her and family for a little while before going to our hotel. We arrived just in time to get settled and have Kerry run get all 6 boys McDonalds. The viewing was scheduled for that evening and Kerry was on child duty since Nate had to work until the following day. He fed the boys and took them to the swimming pool. What a trooper he was! Six boys will keep anyone busy!

RyAnn and I rode to the viewing together. It was nice to see so many people come; although, I personally do not do well with viewings. So, I sat to the side, visited some, and waited patiently. Afterwards, my sister and I grabbed some dinner and relieved Kerry of 6 boys. We were all ready to see our beds.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011 - The day of the funeral. I had no idea how our boys would do, so I was so thankful that Kerry was able to be there as well. Our boys did so well. They were troopers! Silas even fell asleep during the service, so we didn't have to get up until the very end. My Dad spoke some and the pastor said some kind words that gave me a glimpse of who Papa was in his last years.

After the service, we had to drive a ways to a small town (can't remember the name) for the graveside. It was nostalgic, so much history in this small cemetery. I got to see where Brenda Kay was buried. She is my mother's sister who died before my mom was born. My middle name comes from Brenda Kay. I thought that was rather special.

Then, the church provided the family a meal afterwards. It was rather a late lunch, but one filled with family, visiting, and memories. Caleb enjoyed meeting one of his "cousins", more like a distant cousin. All too soon, it was time to say goodbye to family in Arkansas, family from Colorado, and some family in Texas. Kerry, the boys, and I were headed back to Granny's house to spend one last night with her.

My Mom, Uncle Ricky, Aunt Jackie (Papa's three living children)

Granny and her four boys

Wednesday, January 5, 2011 - We decided to go see Granny at her office before we left for Arlington. The boys enjoyed seeing where Granny worked and are now convinced that she must have as much money as she wants since she worked at a bank. I don't think they understood that money isn't free there, especially since she handed them all money as we were leaving. It was great seeing Granny one last time before we left.

When we arrived in Arlington, my mom had prepared my favorite meal one last time even though I know she was tired. RyAnn stopped by with Brock and Braxton so we could all say goodbye. Most of the time, Josiah is not a fan of goodbyes as you can see in the picture with his cousins.

Granny, Silas, Levi, Caleb, and Silas

Josiah, Caleb, Levi, and Silas

Josiah, Brock, Caleb, Levi, Silas, and Braxton

Thursday, January 6, 2011 - We started our long drive back to California. We stopped in Albuquerque for the night. I thought I was booking a suite that slept 6, but was surprised that our room slept 4. Needless to say, not the greatest night I've ever had.

Friday, January 7, 2011 - Last day on the road! We stopped in Gallup, NM so the boys could play in the snow. This is the first time that Josiah, Levi, and Silas have seen and touched snow. Levi outlasted all of them. We made it home, unloaded the van, and went to bed. It took us quite awhile to get back into the swing of things, but I think we're there now.

Kerry and the boys

Silas

Bailey and Caleb

Josiah

Levi

Last Memories with Papa

2011-02-04T14:23:00.000-08:00

Friday, December 31, 2010 - Saturday, January 1, 2011
I recorded most of our visit to see Papa in a post back on January 1st. Even though Papa was sick, the boys seemed to enjoy their visit. They like staying in hotels, especially ones with indoor pools. Part of me didn't want to make another side trip on our trip to Texas, but I knew I needed to make this one. I'm glad I did.

Me and Papa

Caleb and Papa

Josiah and Papa

Playing cards with Papa

The boys with Willene

Caleb's Other Side

2011-01-31T23:41:00.001-08:00

December 30, 2010 - A day of no traveling. This is what Caleb did with the bath foam he received in his stocking. The boys enjoyed no traveling on this day. I once again could be found washing clothes and repacking for our trip to Arkansas.

Texas Bowl - Sic'em Bears!

2011-01-30T00:22:00.001-08:00

Wednedsday, December 29, 2010
Baylor was playing in the Texas Bowl and my parents were so nice to get us tickets. Kerry stayed in East Texas with his Mom while the boys and I drove to Houston to meet Nana, Granddad, Brock, and Braxton for the game.

The drive to Houston wasn't bad. The boys were great! We weren't anticipating so much rain. Fortunately, I had my Ergo with me and put Silas on my back for the walk into the stadium. We were all pretty wet by the time we arrived inside but so was everyone else. It didn't seem to dampen the mood of our boys though. Our boys were great cheerleaders and even though we were sitting pretty high up, I'm sure the football players could hear them cheering. We were sad that they lost but were glad we got to be there for the game.

By the time we started driving back to Arlington, it was pretty late. I was so tired that I had to talk to Kerry to stay awake. When we stopped for a break, my mom got in the car with me so I could stay awake. Once I had someone in the car who was awake, it wasn't bad. The boys slept the entire way home.

Braxton and Josiah

Caleb and Brock

Silas and Me

Levi, Nana, Braxton, Josiah, and Granddad (in the background)

Time with Granny and Uncle Kent

2011-01-23T22:57:00.001-08:00

Sunday, December 26, 2010 - We woke up and went to church with Granny this morning. We were all a little tired waking up, but we were glad we went. After lunch, Uncle Kent stopped by for a visit. The boys were thrilled to see him! You kept hearing, "Uncle Kent, Uncle Kent!" all afternoon.

Uncle Kent with Caleb, Josiah, and Levi

Uncle Kent and Levi

Monday, December 27, 2010 - We had a nice day. While Granny was at work, we relaxed in the morning and squeezed in a little shopping. Kerry got to go hunting in the afternoon. We all went to Sears that evening to have pictures taken. They turned out great! To conclude the fun day, we got to eat at one of my favorite restaurants in Longview, Posados.

Granny and the family

Tuesday, December 28, 2010 - Kerry enjoyed some more hunting while I took time to wash clothes and pack. That evening, we met Uncle Kent for dinner in Tyler. The boys were glad to see him one last time before we left Gladewater. Little did we know we would be back in East Texas again before heading to California.

Uncle Kent and Silas

Caleb and Granny (I had planned to take pictures of the boys with Granny before we left. I didn't think about them falling asleep on the way home from dinner.)

Christmas Day

2011-01-17T14:48:00.001-08:00

Josiah, Nana, Caleb, Granddad, Silas, and Levi

I was so excited for Christmas Day to finally arrive. I will admit that I was exhausted though. I was trying to repack for our trip to East Texas to be with Kerry's mom, trying to decide what I should leave at my parents and what I should take with us all while trying to savor "Christmas."
Kerry, Silas, Caleb, Levi, Me, and Josiah

We, meaning the boys, relaxed until it was time to go pick up Kerry at the airport. Caleb was really tired of going places so he chose to stay at my parents. He even agreed to stay upstairs while they were getting Christmas ready. I think he is a lot like me in that he enjoys time alone. The other three were so excited to see Daddy.

Kerry and Silas

My sister and her family arrived around 2:00 or 3:00p.m. We all opened our stockings before eating dinner. After dinner, the boys could wait no longer for presents. They had a blast and were thrilled that mom had finally caved in and let them get toy nerf guns for Christmas from Nana and Granddad. They got to play and have dessert while I started packing the car for our drive to Gladewater.

All the cousins

Then, it was time to get in the car to go celebrate with Granny. We took two cars since Kerry and I would not be returning to Arlington at the same time. Kerry had the three little ones with him while Caleb and I enjoyed some quiet time together. It had been so long since the boys last saw Granny that they were super excited, and they could hardly wait for Christmas to begin at her house. Unfortunately, I was so tired and the boys so excited that I couldn't keep up with pictures once we got there. I did get one good picture of Granny though!

Granny with her gift

The Week Before Christmas

2011-01-16T22:52:00.001-08:00

(Very long post so that when I actually find time to scrapbook, all the details will be in one place)

My Dad flew to California on Tuesday, December 14th to drive us to Texas. He gets Granddad of the year for driving me, 4 boys, and a dog all the way to Texas. He even helped gas the car and take Bailey for potty breaks. Wednesday evening, Caleb had "Mock Rock" at church for Element. Families were invited to attend. Caleb was so funny as he participated in his group's act.

Caleb dressed up as an elf - his group won 2nd place

Thursday, December 16th - We woke up early and drove all the way to Las Cruces, NM. What great travelers we have! The boys enjoyed swimming in the hotel pool once we arrived. They were also very excited to watch television since we don't have cable or satellite in our home.

Friday, December 17th - Texas here we come! Once again, it was a full day of travel, but Nana and Granddad's house was our destination! We arrived to find my favorite meal cooked by my mom. The boys were thrilled to be out of the car and being at their home away from home. RyAnn, Brock, and Braxton even stopped by for a few minutes.

Saturday, December 18th - I was so thankful to not have much to do on this day. I spent most of this day trying to get organized. It was a beautiful, warm day, so Nana and RyAnn to all six boys to the park to play while I tried to unpack.

Sunday, December 19th - We went to church with Nana and Granddad. Caleb went early with Nana to volunteer in the nursery. He loves serving! We enjoyed the Christmas musical. My sister and her family came too. After that, we enjoyed another wonderful homemade lunch. Sunday afternoon was spent playing in the backyard and relaxing. Nana and Granddad took us to look at Christmas lights that night, and then we stopped by RyAnn's house for a quick visit before calling it a night.

6 cousins having fun with their silly pose

Monday, December 20th - My mom received a phone call that Papa had fallen and broken his hip. Plans were made quickly for her to make a trip to Arkansas that day. Meanwhile, me, my sister, Nana, Nate, and all the boys headed to the mall to go ice skating. Wow! What a workout! Nana watched and stood with those that needed a break until she had to leave for Arkansas. Caleb and Josiah took to ice skating how they do every other sport - with ease. You would have thought they had been skating for years. I had to take turns taking Levi and Silas around the rink. It was not easy. It would have been so much easier to pick them up and skate. However, I'm not that confident in my skating ability to risk injuring one of my children. After skating, we took a ride on the carousel before going to the house.

Josiah and Caleb ice skating

Levi riding the carousel. He was not too happy about the horses we/mom and Silas chose for the ride. He was fine once it started.

Tuesday, December 21st - We went to one of our favorite places - Fossil Rim. Our families have grown so much (okay ours has grown) that we now have to take two cars. Caleb and Josiah loved feeding the animals. Levi liked the "little deer" but none of the larger animals. Silas enjoyed all of the animals as long as he didn't get too close to them. Our favorite is always feeding the giraffes. I don't think Braxton would agree though since he screamed as his Mommy tried to get him to feed the giraffes, but everyone else enjoyed seeing these gentle creatures up close and feeding them out of our hands.

The giraffes eating out of RyAnn's hand

Granddad with all the boys

Wednesday, December 22, 2010 - I really wasn't planning on taking the boys to the Fort Worth Zoo this time, but they asked to go. We visit the Fort Worth Zoo at least once a year and the boys never grow tired of going. The had a new section of the zoo open - The Museum of Living Art, and the boys were excited to see it since the reptiles and amphibians were in there. Plus, there is always plenty of room for four boys to run and play. It was a perfect day to go since it was a little cool. This meant most of the animals were up and moving around. We even got to see the hippos get out of the water which has never happened when we've visited in the past.

My mom returned home this evening. I know she felt torn to be in two places at once - home with us and in Arkansas with her Dad.

The boys inside the new exhibit - The Museum of Living Art

Thursday, December 23, 2010 - All of the boys except Caleb went to the movies with me, Nana, and RyAnn. Caleb opted to stay at the house with Granddad. I think all of the activities caught up with him, and he needed a rest.

Silas and Levi with my parents' new baby - Lily. This is about as close as anyone can get to her besides my parents. She ended up really liking Silas for some reason. She didn't want me near her, but she actually tolerated Silas trying to pick her up once. She didn't even run away from him once he let go. I think they all want a little dog now.

Friday, December 24, 2010 - Caleb, Silas, and I ran some last minute errands before the Christmas Eve service at my parents' church. Caleb picked out a new sweater while we were out. He also went early with Granddad to church, and when we arrived he was already helping pass out the candles to everyone. During the service, they served the Lord's Supper. Granddad had to take Silas out, because he was so heartbroken that he couldn't take part in the Lord's Supper. All of the boys, especially Levi and Silas thought holding the candles during Silent Night was pretty exciting. I think this is the first Christmas Eve Kerry and I didn't see each other since we met, but it was really nice getting to spend it with family and not feel so lonely while Kerry was serving on Christmas Eve.

Me and my boys

Christmas in California

2011-01-15T23:14:00.001-08:00

Since we knew we wouldn't be in California for Christmas, we decided to celebrate on Saturday, December 11th. The boys and I were headed to Texas on the 16th with Kerry arriving on the 25th, and that was the best morning for our family. In our house, the boys don't seem to think Christmas counts unless it's in the morning. Well, that's there preference, but they didn't complain when we celebrated Christmas in the van a few years ago.

Anyway, like always they were excited that "Christmas" had arrived! They enjoyed opening their gifts, playing with them all day, and deciding what new things just had to make the trip to Texas with them.

Daddy with his boys

The boys waiting until we tell them they can come down the stairs

Silas checking out his new bow

Caleb ready to open gifts

Josiah with his snake book

Levi can't wait to eat his candy

This may be the last year mommy is without make up on Christmas morning.

Thankful and Sad

2011-01-01T22:26:00.000-08:00

Tonight my Papa passed away only a few short hours after I saw him.

The boys and I arrived in Texas on Friday, December 17th. On Monday, December 20, my mom received a phone call saying that my Papa (her dad) had fallen and broken his hip. My mom left that afternoon to go be with him in Arkansas. We stayed in Texas and did all the fun things Nana had planned for us with Granddad. Papa had surgery the following day and my mom came home on Wednesday, the 22nd.

It was not in my plans to go to Arkansas but after his fall, I realized I needed to make a trip to see him before heading back to California. Kerry stayed in East Texas with is mom while my mom, the boys and I went to Arkansas to visit Papa. He had been moved to a rehab center for recovery. (He remarried after his first wife died and has been married for about 14 years. He moved to Arkansas from Fort Worth after he got married). We arrived yesterday before dinner and spent about an hour visiting with him. Then, he was tired and ready for bed. My mom and I took the boys to the hotel to swim.

This morning, my mom went early to be with Papa while the boys and I stayed at the hotel until check out. Then, the boys and I went back to visit him for a little bit before lunch. He and Caleb played cards and we talked about memories from long ago. He tired quickly, so we went to lunch. We came back and visited with him a little longer until he could no longer stay awake. It was a sweet yet sad goodbye knowing I might never see him again this side of Heaven. I told my mom that if she wanted to stay Kerry could come get her in a few days but we all came back.

We had just arrived back at my parents house and unloaded the car when my mom received the phone call that my Papa had passed away. I sit here with mixed emotions. First, I am thankful that he is no longer in pain and is in the presence of Christ. I am thankful that I made the decision to take the boys to Arkansas to see him. I'm thankful that he knew who we were and that we were able to tell him he is loved. I am thankful to Loriece and her children (who are grown) for loving Papa and taking care of him. I'm sad that I didn't get to spend more time with him or get to know him better now that I'm an adult. I'm sad that my mom no longer has her Dad here on earth. I'm sad when I see my 5 year old crying that Papa has died. I'm sad that we weren't there to hold his hand when he died. I'm upset that I didn't have the opportunity to take care of him. He will be missed. We love you, Papa!

Thanksgiving 2010

2010-12-07T22:57:00.000-08:00

This year we spent Thanksgiving just the six of us. We had a nice family day. Even though it was pretty low key, Thanksgiving would not be complete without a traditional Thanksgiving meal. That meant that we still had turkey, dressing, candied sweet potatoes, green bean casserole, cranberries, and much more including dessert! The boys really enjoyed having dad around the house for a few days even though he was feeling under the weather. Thursday afternoon found the boys and I putting up the Christmas tree while Kerry took a nap.

Since this post is so late coming out, I have to say that I can hardly wait for Christmas! Next week my Dad flies out to California so he can help drive the boys, Bailey, and me to Texas! Yeah! Kerry will fly out on Christmas morning. We will miss Daddy, but we are super excited to be in Texas when my sister and mom are out of school. They already have a long list of fun things for us to do!

Kerry is so good about taking the pictures that I have realized this year that there are so few of him. This Christmas, I plan to make an effort to make sure he is in a few pictures. His pictures just always turn out better than mine so I let him be in charge of the camera when he is around.

Nature Hikes

2010-11-30T15:21:00.001-08:00

This year I've been trying to take the boys on more nature hikes. It's been pretty amazing to discover things that are so near to our house. There are plenty of wide open places for the boys to explore. It just takes a little planning. They would stay outside all day if they could. If it was that easy to pack up all of our school books and lunch each day, I might just do it.

Nana's November Visit

2010-11-22T23:01:00.001-08:00

Nana came to visit us the first week in November. We were all so excited to see her. She arrived at LAX at 11:00pm on Friday evening, November 5th. When I left alone to go pick her up all four boys were awake. They were so excited Nana was coming. My mom and I were looking forward to some uninterrupted conversation on our way home which is impossible with 4 boys. We did enjoy our quiet conversation and our milkshakes.

Saturday started very early with Josiah's soccer game at 8:15am. After soccer, we enjoyed some time playing outside. After lunch, it was time for Caleb's baseball game. By the end of Caleb's game, we were all a little worn out. We had dinner, celebrated Nana's birthday, enjoyed a movie, and went to bed (not as smooth as it sounds).

The boys were excited to help Nana celebrate a belated birthday.

Sunday morning found us at church. Levi enjoyed his class with Caleb serving, and Josiah, Nana, Silas and I went to the worship service. After the first hour, Caleb went to his class while the rest of us had a snack and played on the playground (just the boys). We got home with plenty of time for lunch before Caleb had another baseball game. Josiah and Levi didn't want to go to another baseball game so Nana stayed home with them while Silas and I took Caleb to his game. Kerry joined us as soon as he could. We enjoyed a relaxing evening at home.

The best picture we could get at church.

Monday morning we were moving pretty slow after a busy weekend. Nana treated us to a tasty lunch before it was time to take her back to the airport. It was a fun but very short visit with her. Thanks for coming to see us, Nana!

Nana and the boys before taking her to the airport

Family Fun Festival 2010

2010-11-15T11:29:00.001-08:00

Caleb dressed up as a dirt bike rider. He couldn't seem to decide if he wanted to dress up, but in the end he did.

Silas is wearing the costume Levi was supposed to wear until he changed his mind. This picture was taken at 9:00pm when Silas had a lot of sugar in his system. He had so much he was crawling around on the floor barking like a dog.

Josiah dressed up as a knight. I'm so thankful that Josiah doesn't always want something new. He went into our costume box and decided on the knight. He was almost Buzz Lightyear for 3 years in a row.

Levi wanted to be a dirt bike rider after we had bought him the knight costume. He was really excited when a big kid dressed in his dirt bike gear came up to him and gave him a high five.

Sunday, October 31, 2010 was a very busy day. It all started early when we drove the 40 minutes to church. Josiah went to his Bible Study class, Caleb served with Levi, and I volunteered in Silas's class. As soon as we were finished, Caleb changed into his baseball uniform so we could go to his game. We had a picnic lunch in the car as we drove.

I won the worst mom of the day award when I took Caleb to the wrong baseball game. By the time I was able to find which field we were actually on (which was about 15 minutes from the field we were at), the game had already started. Caleb was very upset, and I felt horrible. I made him miss his game.

We went home for about an hour which was long enough to change into their costumes for the Family Fun Festival. When we arrived, I realized I had forgotten half of Silas's costume. I was a little frustrated. The boys had a blast, and I was pleased with the organization of the event. To conclude the evening since we had not had dinner, the boys got to eat as much candy as they wanted on the way home. We were all hungry. Two boys fell asleep in the car (I did brush their teeth while they were sleeping) and the other two remember they needed dinner at 9:00pm. I'm glad our day ended well.

Granddad Comes for a Visit

2010-11-04T23:07:00.001-07:00

Last week, Granddad came for a visit. It was so good to see him since we hadn't seen him since July! He arrived Wednesday, October 27, and we kept him busy from the moment he arrived.
Wednesday evening, Granddad rode over to Yorba Linda with us since Caleb had Element (Wednesday night Bible Study for 5th and 6th graders). Kerry took Granddad and the three little ones back to the house while I stayed with Caleb getting to serve as a driver for his group.

Thursday morning, we headed to Tanaka Farms. The boys had a blast picking out pumpkins and petting all the goats in the petting zoo. It brought back sad memories for them since we had talked about getting a goat or two if we had stayed in Florida. They still had fun. In the afternoon, the boys and I had some official school time while Granddad took some time to work.

Friday morning, we took Granddad to the beach. We hadn't been in awhile, and the boys were thrilled to play in the sand and the cold water. That evening, Granddad got to watch Caleb's baseball practice. We ended the evening by watching Prince Caspien. I was amazed that the three oldest ones stayed awake for the entire movie.

Saturday was supposed to be Josiah's soccer game but it was cancelled due to rain. We still went to the park to let him show Granddad how he plays soccer complete with all of his gear. They had more fun on the playground than they did on the soccer field. Granddad treated us to a nice lunch, and then it was time to take him back to the airport. We were sad to see him go but are looking forward to seeing Nana tomorrow night.

All Boy

2010-10-11T22:52:00.001-07:00

God didn't just bless me with boys. He blessed my with 4 boys that are all boy. If you add in Kerry and the dog, I am surrounded by 6 special people/animal that are all boy. I will admit that they do clean up well, especially for church on Sundays when collared shirts and khakis are a must for their momma. But on those summer days (that are now gone) when they have hours to play without interruption this is what they can be found doing. They spent many hours this summer playing "hunting" in our small backyard. The three little ones felt so proud to have big brother playing with them, especially hunting games.

Levi and Josiah with Silas in the dog house (aka their hunting blind)

Big brother Caleb all dressed up (notice Silas still in the dog house)

The two big brothers hanging out together

It's at times like these when I look at these pictures that I wonder why God has placed these 4 nature loving boys in a city. They long to be somewhere where they can chase creatures all day long, ride their bikes, and get dirty. They do get to ride their bikes. They have found creatures in our yard and neighbor's garage, and they do get dirty all the time. We have plenty of places around here to see God's creation but it takes planning and energy for me. I guess that means I need to get busy planning.

Success!

2010-10-10T21:51:00.001-07:00

Caleb is a part of a program called the Element at church. One of it's main focuses is on serving. Caleb loves serving with little ones so he signed up to serve with the preschoolers. Levi has yet to feel comfortable going to "his class". We are so thankful that Caleb gets to serve with Levi. Levi was so excited to find out on Wednesday that Caleb would be one of his teacher. This morning he was still just as excited. When we got to "his class" he walked right in (Caleb was already there). The teachers appear to be great, and it helps that one of them is a man since Levi seems to bond easier with men than women. He came out beaming, because he was so proud that he had gone to class. I know it helped tremendously to have Caleb with him. He can hardly wait to go next week.

The Owl Pellet

2010-10-07T22:38:00.000-07:00

The owl pellet - yuck for mom, cool for Caleb. A few weeks ago, one of our science experiments called for an owl pellet. An owl pellet is the regurgitated remains of an owl's meal, including all of the bones of the animal it ate. Fascinating, right?

When our owl pellet came in the mail, Caleb was so excited. He had to wait several days for this science experiment, but it was well worth it to him. Caleb at times has a hard time focusing on things that don't interest him. I guess I can't blame him. He loved this activity so much he worked on it for over two hours. He was meticulous about finding all of the bones. The picture below is not complete. He added more bones after the picture. I was amazed at the focus it took him to do this all in one sitting or even at all. He loves creatures, even the remains of one.

Potty Learning Laughs

2010-10-04T22:24:00.000-07:00

Silas has begun the fun phase of potty training/potty learning over the past few weeks. He does pretty good around the house as long as he is naked. He goes on his own and will hold up his hand at times and say no to inform me that he wants privacy when I try to accompany him to the bathroom. As soon as clothes are put on, he tends to forget about the potty. There was one day last week when he refused to wear a diaper when we had an errand to run. The errand ended up taking us all morning. He stayed dry (with multiple trips to the bathroom) until the last few minutes when we were headed home. He told me that he needed to go, but I was trying to make it home before stopping. That one was definitely my fault.

Yesterday, Caleb had a baseball game. FYI - we spent 3 and 1/2 hours at the baseball field that day with practice, game, and packing up all of our gear that keeps 3 younger brothers entertained during a long game. Towards the end of the game, Josiah needed to go to the bathroom. Fortunately, the boys and I were sitting in a grassy area by the outfield that just so happened to be near the bathrooms. As I was standing at the door to the men's bathroom for Josiah (one at a time type of bathroom), Levi tells me he needs to go and heads on in. I was holding the door open a little bit (not many people around) to let in some light. Then, Silas tells me he needs to go. I told him to hang on as Levi was telling me he needs help since the toilet is too tall. I was not about to enter the men's bathroom, so I told Levi that I would take him to the girl's bathroom. At this time, I glance up to see that Silas has taken off his shorts and diaper outside in order to go potty. I'm just thankful that there was only one little boy around. I scooped Silas up trying to cover him up a little while helping Levi get dressed again in order to go to girl's bathroom. Silas really did need to go potty, but I sure wish he would have waited to get inside the bathroom. At least I can laugh about it.

Happy 40th Birthday, Kerry!

2010-10-01T00:05:00.002-07:00

My sweet, dear husband is celebrating 40 years of life today! Life with him keeps me on my toes. There is one thing about Kerry that is constant and that is he is constantly changing, always wanting to try something new. Here are 40 things that you might or might not know about him.

1. He is the baby in his family.
2. He grew up in a small town in East Texas called Gladewater.
3. He is an Eagle Scout.
4. He got his degree in Forestry at Stephen F. Austin.
5. He worked as a professional forester for a few years in Arkansas before God called him into full time ministry.
6. While at seminary, he was a security officer on campus for a time.
7. He is a good golfer even though he rarely plays.
8. He has his pilot's license (although not current)
9. He got his scuba diving license and bought all the gear before Caleb was born. The scuba gear has long been sold.
10. He did get to use the above scuba diving gear while in Cozumel and Honduras.
11. He enjoys traveling to other countries sharing about Jesus.
12. Since flying is an expensive hobby, he tried remote control airplanes for awhile. The airplane was sold in a garage sale a year or two later.
13. While living in Texas, he started a non-profit organization called Aviation Fellowship where one of the goals was to place free Bibles in as many airports as possible.
14. He has a number of tattoos and I fear that by the time we have been married 50 years his entire body will be covered with them.
15. He likes trying new hairstyles. He's had it long. He's shaved it at times. He's had it in between too.
16. He can sing really well, but he doesn't like to mention it.
17. He is a great outdoors man. He has such of knowledge of the outdoors that I feel very safe being out in the wilderness with him. He is passing on his knowledge to our boys.
18. He has traveled to Sri Lanka and India and would love for the boys and I to go someday.
19. He had his concealed handgun license (not sure that's what it's called) in both Texas and Florida.
20. He likes to hunt, especially with a bow.
21. One of his dream hunts would be an elk hunt since his wife has said a definite no to bear hunts.
22. He would like to learn to weld someday, sooner rather than later. Well, he knows how but he would like the tools to learn more.
23. He enjoys fishing and Caleb is constantly asking him when he's going to get his fishing license here in California so they can go fishing.
24. He loves anything that has to do with technology. He wants to be up to date on the newest technology available at all times.
25. He is looking forward to the day when there is tv (meaning cable or satellite) in our home once again.
26. I think he could make a living cutting hair. I didn't like how my hair looked and tried to fix it (but messed it up). He then had to fix my attempt. I'm pleased with the results but he refuses to even cut the boys hair unless it's a trim. He does a good job though.
27. He has started mountain bike riding.
28. He has had four different motorcycles since we've been married.
29. Currently, he has a street legal dirt bike that he's looking to sell. At the ripe old age of 40, it's not so fun or comfortable to drive back and forth to work everyday on a dirt bike.
30. He is a great dad to his 4 boys.
31. He loves Jesus with all his heart and you can see Christ daily in Kerry.
32. He is a people person. He loves people and never meets a stranger.
33. He is not afraid of hard work.
34. He will be the first one to volunteer to help someone at any time. He's especially good during a crisis - like broken bones, blood, and stitches (I'm getting better).
35. He continues to work hard to provide for me and the boys allowing me the privilege to homeschool our boys and take care of our home which is what I have wanted to do since I was a little girl.
36. He always tells the truth even if it's not what you want to hear.
37. Overall, he's pretty easy going.
38. He is a man of integrity.
39. He is a smart guy and most things come really easy for him.
40. He is the husband I prayed for.

Happy 40th birthday! I'm looking forward to spending the next 40+ birthdays celebrating with you!

No More Injuries!

2010-09-23T22:23:00.001-07:00

Oh, sweet Silas! Can you stop being such a risk taker, an adventurer, a flying off the couch type of child, just for one day?

Honestly, I wouldn't trade any of this about Silas. I love his personality and God made him this way for a reason. But after a busy day of running errands and homeschooling, I just didn't need any excitement. I was working with Caleb when I encouraged the other three boys to go play in the backyard. As I was talking to Levi , I heard a crash or maybe it was a bump. Anyway, it was a noise of a child getting hurt. I hadn't even seen Silas slip into the room but somehow he managed to have an accident. Caleb says he saw it all happen but I'm not too sure of his explanation.

When I went to pick him up, Caleb started hollering that Silas was bleeding. Head wombs always bleed more than other places which I have learned from personal experience with all four of our boys at one time or another. I tend not to panic unless the bleeding is coming from the face. His was coming from the back of his head somewhere underneath all of his hair. I didn't get too stressed. Okay, maybe a little. Fortunately, his cut or maybe his puncture womb wasn't too bad. It was one of those questionable injuries. Yeah, the er might have put a staple in it but they might not have. I opted to not go to the er since he was down laughing and running around 3 minutes later. He even landed on the back of his head while playing outside and it didn't phase him one bit. It looks like he's going to survive. I'm not too sure about his mama though.

A Welcoming Church

2010-09-23T00:01:00.001-07:00

We had an extremely busy weekend for us. One baseball practice, one soccer game, one baseball game, 3 church services (we were at all three), and me dragging all of my boys including Kerry shopping to help me find an outfit to wear. I'm sure it is a taste of what is to come with 4 children. Not sure I am ready for it though.

Anyway, this past weekend at church we were "introduced" to our new church this weekend. When Kerry told me that they were introducing us up on stage during all three services I got a little nervous. I used to love being on stage when I was younger, but now I prefer to be way in the background. Let everyone see and know Kerry and the boys, and I'll just stand to the side supporting them.

This time I couldn't hide. The first thing I felt I needed to do was decide on what the boys should wear. The two little ones already had something that would work, but the older two needed new shirts in the same color scheme as the younger two. Fortunately, they did very well on agreeing with the shirts. They would not have been my first choice, but neither would they have been my last pick. I think it was a good compromise.

I took three of the boys with me one night to try and find me something to wear. I am not good at shopping by myself. It is lonely, and I need someone to tell me the truth. My mom and sister are very good at this but they aren't here. Plus, I have been pregnant or nursing babies for the past 6 years (still nursing) and haven't really focused on fashion at all. I came home with a dress that Caleb said was great only to look at Kerry and see that he didn't like it. So, a few hours before the Saturday night service, he and the boys went with me and Kerry picked out something for me. I think from now on I will let Kerry shop for me, because I was pleased with what he picked out.

After being introduced at all of the services this weekend, I got a little teary-eyed at the wonderful welcome that the people of our church gave us. They made us feel so loved and welcomed. While walking down the halls, people time and time again stopped us to say that they were glad we were there. I got to meet other moms that home school their children and people that have already invited us into their homes. We have been at some wonderful, amazing churches, both big and small, but this one is standing out. We even received a sweet, handwritten letter in the mail from a family welcoming us. They have made us feel so accepted that I want to be able to give back to them. I hope in the near future, I will be able to start giving back by serving them.

Caleb's First Game of the Season

2010-09-21T22:56:00.001-07:00

Caleb had his first official game of the season this past Sunday. He was thrilled to have the opportunity to pitch in this game. I, on the other hand, was so nervous for him. He seems to play better in practices than he does in games, but he is having a great time. I am pretty excited that their team is sporting Baylor colors. He told me that he was glad he chose baseball as his activity for the fall (We told Caleb this summer that we wanted him to choose an activity to be involved in this fall which could have ranged from art, to a sport, or something to do with reptiles). That makes the 2+ hour games worth it.

Josiah's First Soccer Game

2010-09-16T23:22:00.000-07:00

Josiah had his first soccer game last Saturday. It was a lot of fun to go out and watch him play. I will admit that I was so proud of all of my boys at the game. Caleb stood on the sidelines the entire time cheering for Josiah. Silas and Levi hung out under the umbrella with me but they were cheering for Josiah. Levi could be heard shouting, "Go Josiah!" and Silas could be heard shouting, "Josiah go!" It was so cute, and I was so glad to see that they were all excited for him.

Josiah played hard. This is our first time in AYSO and at this age they split the team up and half of the team plays on one field and the other half plays on another field. We were missing a couple of players so everyone got to play the entire time. Josiah ran and ran and ran. He never stopped or complained that he was tired. Even when he fell down and got kicked in the face, he was right back up and playing hard. He had a great time. The only time he got upset and actually cried was when he set his cookie down and Silas decided to eat it. His first snack ever was eaten (a tragedy in his eyes) so Daddy came to the rescue and took him to the store to pick out a new snack.

Back into Baseball

2010-09-10T23:02:00.000-07:00

Tonight, I loaded up all the boys and we went to Caleb's first baseball practice of the season. He was excited to be playing again and I have to admit I enjoy watching him play. As we were walking up to the practice I experienced an array of emotions: thankful that Caleb has done so well with moving so many times and having a new coach and a new set of teammates each year, sad that we have moved so much and hearing other people tell me that their children have been playing in this league since they were 5, proud that I knew Caleb would go out and do his very best, nervous that his best might not measure up after not playing for a year, and joy as Caleb did his very best and although a little rusty will do just fine.

All the other boys dressed in their baseball gear to support their brother (the only picture taken was on Kerry's phone). After we got home from practice tonight, Caleb mentioned that I didn't take any pictures or videos of him. I told him I would do that on Sunday at his scrimmage. That comment struck me as I realized that even at 10 he still needs to feel loved and important by my actions. He watched as I took pictures and videos of Josiah's soccer practice and noticed that I didn't take any of his. Even if no other parent was taken pictures of their 10-12 year olds, it was still important to him.

The game/scrimmage is set from 4:00p.m. to 6:00p.m., and the coach told the parents to have them there at 3:30p.m. After practice, Caleb informed me he needed to be there at 3:00. I informed him that we didn't need to be there until 3:30 but he said the coach told them if they got there early they could start practicing. I guess we will be getting there early. I'd much prefer him wanting to get there early than not having any enthusiasm for it.

Silas Turns 2

2010-09-04T23:28:00.001-07:00

Silas at the park on his birthday (went to Josiah's soccer practice)

Silas's Buzz Lightyear cake

Silas's favorite gift

I love his expression when he opened his backpack - Buzz Lightyear. He must be the baby of the family because I never would have bought the other boys character backpacks.

Silas's birthday was a pretty low key day. Daddy worked for the majority of the day but came home in time to celebrate as a family. I think he must have known it was his special day because he didn't take a nap until dinner time.

I can't believe the baby of our family is now 2. Silas still is our baby even if he is growing up quickly.
A few things about him at this age:

*He loves Buzz Lightyear and Woody from Toy Story so this year he enjoyed a Buzz Lightyear birthday cake.
*He also loves the GeoTrax trains. He can play with them for long stretches at a time.
*He loves playing outside, especially on his little toy truck. He even managed it with a broken leg.
*He loves food and will try anything. Kerry loves having one of the boys who will sit and eat anything with him.
*He has known how to say Caleb's name for a long time, but now he will call out for Josiah as well. So cute!
*If he feels like he is being left out of something exciting, he gets extremely upset. For example, Kerry has room for only 3 of the boys in his car, and he was in tears when he couldn't ride with them.
*I am planning on working on his "potty learning" this week. He has the concept down. We just need to work on it full time.
*He catches on to things really fast, and I think he understands a lot more than we think he does.
*When one of his brothers needs something, he will go out of his way to help them. The other day Levi wanted some juice and Silas went and found him some.
*We just got him a toddler bed and moved him in with Josiah and Levi. It's a very tight fit but the three boys really enjoy being together.
*He is definitely a mama's boy but he loves spending time with Daddy and his brothers.
*We have made it to the 2 year mark with breastfeeding. He's nursing less and less so I know he will gradually wean himself.
*He also still has a pacifier. I think he will give that one up on his own as well. We only have a few left. He even decided to cut one of them. Now he won't use the broken one.
*His cast came off a week before his 2nd birthday. He still walks with a slight limp and his foot seems to be turned out a little.
*He loves praying at meal times. He will shout out, "Me pray!"
*He has learned to word, "Mine," and knows how to use it.
*He really enjoys watching the trash trucks come by our house every week. As soon as he hears the truck (3 in one day) he will go upstairs to his room and look outside the window. The excitement shows on his face.
*He likes me reading Clifford books to him. He's not that interested in many other books, but he will sit for a long time and listen to Clifford over and over again.

Silas, what a joy it is to have you as part of our family. It has been so much fun to watch you grow these past two years and I look forward to the many years ahead. Even at a young age, you have a heart for others and I can't wait to see how God uses your heart for helping others as you grow up. I pray that you will grow up loving Jesus.

And because this precious 2 year old fell asleep at dinner time, he got some special one on one time with mommy until about midnight. Sweet memories. I really do love those late nights when only one is up with me. Great conversations.

Naptime

2010-09-02T10:48:00.000-07:00

A couple of weeks ago, Silas was upstairs playing with Josiah and Levi or so I thought. He also had been watching Barney. Caleb and I were downstairs working on school. When Levi came down I asked him what Silas was doing and he told me he was asleep. It is a very rare occurrence for Silas to fall asleep on his own. I assumed he had fallen asleep in Josiah and Levi's bed, so I didn't feel like I needed to go and check on him immediately. Once I finished with Caleb, I headed to check on Silas. What I saw surprised and scared me. He was sound asleep at the top of the stairs. He was so near the edge of the stairs that one roll to the wrong side would have sent him rolling down the stairs. I learned my lesson. If Levi tells me Silas is asleep, I need to go and check on him immediately to make sure he is in a safe spot.

Gymnastics Versus Soccer

2010-09-01T23:25:00.000-07:00

At the beginning of August, I signed Josiah up for soccer with the realization that we would probably be placed on a waiting list. The date that we should have received a phone call came and went. Since we have decided as a family (okay me and Kerry) that the minimum age to play sports in our family would be age five, I knew I had to find Josiah something to play or he would be devastated. He had waited 5 long years for this moment. I spoke with Josiah to let him know that he probably wouldn't get on a team with the league we signed up with originally but that I had found another place that he could learn soccer or t-ball. I could see his mind churning. He said, "Do you remember when you said I could try gymnastics if I hadn't already signed up for soccer?" I remembered saying that, and he decided he wanted to try gymnastics. I called that very day to a nearby gymnastics center and they had an opening for him to try out the class that afternoon to see if he liked it.

To say if was excited would be an understatement. You would have thought it was Christmas. So, the other three boys and I watch him during his entire class. It sure brought back memories of my gymnastic days. He was beaming the entire time. After the class, he couldn't wait to talk to Kerry on the phone and then called Nana and Granddad to share the news that he was going to take gymnastics. By this time I was in shock over how much he had loved it. I started seeing images of Josiah in competitions as he got older and me being a "gym mom." I even called them back and they said he could start in September.

That same evening, I wrote to the soccer league explaining that I was pretty sure that my son was on the waiting list and that I needed to remove him because I had make sure he got to play something this year. The next day, I received a phone call from them saying that he had indeed been placed on a team and that they had emailed me and his coach. I thanked them and decided that I would let Josiah decide. We also have a one sport at a time policy in our family. With four boys, there is no way we could afford or juggle that many activities. At first he asked if he could do both, I told him he could only choose one.

He chose soccer. I was a little surprised. He had his first practice this past Friday and loved it. I don't know if he really cares what he plays as long as he is playing something. I think he loves that for a little bit we are all watching him and cheering him on like he has watched us do with Caleb. He was so proud when he got his uniform. I have to admit, he looks pretty cute in it.

Schooling with an almost 2 Year Old

2010-08-17T23:35:00.000-07:00

I want to write down more of the cute and memorable things our kids say and do so that I can look back and truly enjoy them. Homeschooling with an almost 2 year old does not help keep our house clean most days, himself included. I have started keeping a basket of supplies on our table during school time. Today, Levi decided he wanted some paper and glue. No problem, let him create a masterpiece. After completing his masterpiece of construction paper with a glue design on top, he left it on the table. Not long after that, Silas found the masterpiece and thought it was shampoo. I found him scooping up the globs of glue and rubbing it in his hair. Beautiful! No picture was taken.

Tonight after dinner, Josiah and I were sitting at the table. He was watching me get things ready for tomorrow. Silas comes up and says he wants to color. After I hand him paper and crayons he says he wants to cut with scissors. So, I hand him some scissors. At this time I became busy talking with Josiah. When I glance up, it was to find that Silas had used the scissors to cut all of the brand new crayons instead of the cutting the paper. Oh well, at least it was only a box of 8 crayons.

New Church

2010-08-15T21:33:00.001-07:00

Today, we went to our new church. It was wonderful worshiping as a family this morning. Our church had VBS this past week, so the older children (K-5th or 6th grade) were in worship today. Great idea! Our two little ones were with us as well and we made it through half of the sermon before I had to step out with Silas (Josiah and Levi came too). That's a pretty good record with our boys. I look forward to one day hopefully in the near future when we can make it through an entire service sitting together as a family.

Kerry has accepted a position at this church which is about 45 minutes from where we live. We are at peace that this is where God wants us. I'm not going to post the name of the church here though. Why? I like the church very much, but I want to fall in love with this church. I want my kids to fall in love with this church. It feels like we have been many places (it's only been several), and I know each time we have known God was leading us to a certain church at that time. We have also felt his leading away from each of those churches. We're just listening to God. Caleb has even asked why some people don't have to move as much. I've tried to explain in a positive light that God sometimes needs the help of people by moving around a lot. And He picked us.

But now Caleb is 10. We haven't been somewhere long enough recently for him to make some lifelong friends, friends that love Jesus and will encourage Caleb to follow in His steps. I want to find such a connection at this church that I want to invite everyone I meet. I want to be able to say, "I love my church and would love for you to come experience it." I want Levi to finally step inside a Sunday School class and fall in love with his teachers and make some friends. I want to serve with Silas until he's confident about going to class by himself. And then I want to love on those babies that need loving familiar arms each week (since mine are growing up). I want to connect with other homeschooling families in the church so that we can be surrounded by other parents and children that homeschool. I want this church to fit us and us to fit this church.

I know I am not a jump in feet first type of person. I know it will take me longer than most to "acclimate." But I'm praying that this is a great long time fit for our family.

Back to School

2010-08-12T23:27:00.000-07:00

The three baseball players (random picture not related to this post)

We started homeschooling back up this week. Boy were we rusty! We have so enjoyed a couple of summer weeks mixed in with our trip to Texas. But now it's back to work. Josiah is officially in Kindergarten. He is proud to be in school like Caleb and loves letting Caleb know each day that he has finished before him. I'm working on explaining that Caleb has more work to do and that it's now a race. Josiah is doing very well and I love the questions he asks especially during our Bible Study time. Some of his latest questions include, "Who will help us find our way to heaven?" "Will we just wake up in heaven?" I love these questions! I also love seeing my kids learn to read! So much fun!

Caleb is in fifth grade. Caleb and I both will be learning a lot this year. This week has been intense as we are both learning the ropes of fifth grade and the added work that comes with being a fifth grader. He will be learning to take on more responsibility of his schooling with him doing more projects on his own. I know he will do great once we get into a routine.

I am still trying to find the best flow to our day. Levi loves to be right with Josiah when he is doing his school which means Silas is right by Levi. They don't want to be left out. Levi and Silas appear to be used to Josiah playing with them so they stay pretty close by. They will sit at the table and color or will participate in science experiments, rhymes, music -- okay most of the fun stuff.

My biggest prayer is that we find a good rhythm to our days especially with Caleb's schooling. It is a lot of learning this year and I want to balance the more challenging subjects with the more enjoyable things like art throughout the day. We are looking forward to the weekend when we can relax and just play.

Cast #2 for Silas

2010-08-08T13:39:00.000-07:00

We knew once we returned from Texas, Silas would need to be seen by an orthopedic. The Monday after we returned I called his doctor's office. It took them over a week and me leaving 3 messages to get a return phone call. This past week I called the orthopedic on Monday. By Thursday I had not received a return phone call. I called Thursday morning and they called me back around lunch time. After explaining his situation, they said he needed to be seen quickly. That got him in for the following day.

The nurse on the phone told me that they would not take the cast off the following day, because it would be too soon. After checking in, they took us down to the "casting room." The "casting guy" looked at his cast and said it was now too loose and had to come off. I was thinking wonderful thought of giving Silas a bath as soon as we got home or blowing up the little swimming pool in the backyard. Not the case. They took x-rays and even though it is healing nicely, they felt he needed to be in a cast for another 3 weeks. And not just a short cast, a long one. Silas and I aren't too happy about it. I understand why they feel he needs a long cast but now he really can't walk on much. So that means I am carrying him almost everywhere, even around the house. It also seems a little sore since he is having to move around at an odd angle. I did decide to go ahead and order a cover for the cast so that he can take a bath and maybe even go to the beach. I'm looking forward to that coming in the mail this week. Three weeks sounds like a very long time now.

Josiah Turns 5!

2010-08-06T12:10:00.001-07:00

Our sweet second born turned five on July 26th. One of the big things on birthday at our house is the birthday cake. He had seen a birthday cake on the internet that he wanted me to make. He was very happy with the results. Kerry needed me to run an errand for him which took twice as long as expected. He got a little sad about spending his birthday in the car, but Caleb was a big encourager for him. We stopped for lunch letting him pick where we ate. Then, Caleb played all afternoon with him, a wonderful birthday gift. When asked what he wanted for dinner, he said, "Jack in the Box" That was a very random choice since we rarely eat there. So, Daddy brought it home for us. He loved opening his presents and eating his birthday cake. He especially liked the gifts Caleb gave him -- toys that Caleb didn't want anymore but knew Josiah would like. I love birthdays with Josiah. He is content with the simple things, knowing the day is all about him and that he is loved.

Texas Trip: Part 6

2010-08-01T21:18:00.001-07:00

Day 14: Instead of a leisurely morning, we were up early to go to Braxton's tball game. They also tiny out there. After they game, we drove back to Gladewater to see Granny some more and pick up Bailey. We all took it easy that afternoon and then enjoyed playing in the backyard with the sprinkles and bubbles.

7/17/2010 - Braxton and Caleb after Braxton's game

7/17/2010 - Braxton, Caleb, Brock, and Levi

7/17/2010 - Levi loving the bubbles

7/17/2010 - Josiah playing in the sprinklers

Day 15: We went to church with Granny in the morning. The three little ones and I ended up hanging in the nursery after the singing. All three of them love when they can be in the same class together with mom. I'm sure we will be back in there again when we visit next. After church, we drove to Henderson to have lunch with Hudspeths. We met at Golden Corral. I haven't eaten there in a long time but I learned I don't think I can handle a buffet style restaurant again until at least three of our kids can carry their own plates. Plus with Silas wanting to be held most of the time, it wasn't easy. But they all loved the desserts and it was great to see family. Then we headed over the see Josh at work. Then it was back to Granny's to pick up Bailey and head back to Arlington. We dropped Bailey off at my parents and then took the boys to dinner so we could enjoy some time with the 6 of us before Kerry went back to California.

7/18/2010 - Granny and four of her boys

7/18/2010 - Part of the Mackey/Hudspeth families

7/18/2010 Cousin Josh with the boys

7/18/2010 - Josiah and Granny

7/18/2010 Caleb and Granny

7/18/2010 - Levi and Granny

7/18/2010 - Silas and Granny

7/18/2010 Kerry and Granny

Day 16: Silas and I took Kerry to the airport very early that morning around 5am. We thought we left the other 3 sleeping but Levi woke shortly after we left and was very upset. Nana and Granddad took very good care of him and he was sound asleep when we returned. We went over to RyAnn's house so the boys could play in the morning and for lunch. Then we went back to Nana and Granddad's house to relax and just be at "home." After dinner, we me Brock, Braxton, and Nate at the park to play some baseball. The boys all had fun playing.

7/10/2010 - Josiah playing ball

7/19/2010 - Granddad and Levi

7/19/2010 Caleb borrowing Brock's hat

7/19/2010 - Braxton and Levi

7/19/2010 - RyAnn and Braxton

Day 17: Today was the day planned to celebrate Josiah's birthday. We went to Chuck E. Cheese with Brock and Braxton to play games. We were supposed to have dinner at Nana and Granddad's but their air conditioner broke and we had it at RyAnn's house. Josiah got to open up his presents and then we went to watch Brock play tball. After the game, we went to Braums for ice cream.

7/20/2010 - Josiah at Chuck E. Cheese

7/20/2010 The practice shot before the good picture

7/20/2010 - All the boys together

7/20/2010 - Nana and Granddad with all their grandsons.

Day 18: Our last full day in Texas. I spent part of the morning running errands, getting last minute things for the trip back to California. We also spent most of the day packing. RyAnn brought the boys over for one last visit. I got it all my packing done and the car loaded, gas tank full, ready to leave bright and early the next morning.

Day 19: We were up and on the road right around 6am. The boys did great and it was so nice having Nana in the car with us. We made great timing for 2 ladies, 4 kids, and a dog. We stayed at the same place we stayed in Las Cruces, NM on our way out to Texas. We enjoyed ordering food in the room and the 3 older ones had a great time swimming. Silas didn't get to swim though. Josiah started to get sick that evening developing a fever.

Day 20: I was a little slow moving on this morning. The boys were too. I was able to load the entire car while they slept. We made it home in time for dinner prepared by Kerry. Everyone was glad to be out of the car and enjoyed a nice meal. Josiah really didn't feel well by the time we got to the house and fell asleep while Nana was holding him.

I am so thankful Nana was able to help us drive back. I probably could have made it but it would not have been as easy or fun without her.

Trip to Texas: Part 5

2010-07-30T22:57:00.001-07:00

Day 12: This day found Silas and I inside most of the time laying around. Everyone else enjoyed lots of time swimming. Kerry and I were supposed to go on a date night to celebrate our anniversary but we didn't think it would be a good idea to leave Silas with having a broken leg for only 1 day. So, while Nana and Granddad watched the other 3 by going to the petting zoo and swimming, we took Silas to the Alamo (since he missed it the day before) and to the Riverwalk. He loved being the only one with us and even though he was on pain medication that was supposed to make him tired, he stayed awake the entire time. We enjoyed a nice dinner, dessert and just browsing shops as we walked. When we arrived back at the condo, I decided to meet that other 3 at the swimming pool and let Kerry watch Silas. It was nice to be able to enjoy that last swim with the others before we left.

7/15/2010 - Levi having fun in the pool

7/15/2010 - This is what Silas and I did most of the day

7/15/2010 - The boys enjoying to petting show/zoo

7/15/2010 - Me and Silas at the Alamo

7/15/2010 Kerry and Silas at the Alamo

7/15/2010 - Kerry, Silas, and me eating dessert on the Riverwalk.

Day 13: Our morning, my birthday, started by loading the van and heading to the doctor's office so Silas could get his cast. All went well and Josiah opted to travel with Nana and Granddad. We met them in San Marcos to get in a little shopping. We ate lunch and Nana and Granddad took Levi and Josiah back to Arlington with them while we shopped a little more. We had a pretty good drive back even squeezing in a stop in Waco to say hi to Uncle Kent and Christy. We made it back to my parents' house in time to celebrate my birthday along with my dad's birthday. By this time, we were all pretty exhausted and just wanted to rest. Next year on my birthday, I don't want to be driving or watching one of my children get a cast.

7/16/2010 - Right after Silas got his cast

7/16/2010 - Silas in Waco

7/16/2010 - Kerry, Silas, Caleb, and Uncle Kent

Trip to Texas: Part 4 -- Broken Bones

2010-07-29T23:32:00.001-07:00

Day 10: This was not in our vacation plans nor was it ever in my plans to experience as a mom. But I did. Kerry and I experienced our first broken bone, 2 bones actually as parents. Thankfully, we were together for this experience. And who was the lucky winner for this experience? Silas. Yes, the baby of the family who hasn't even reached his 2nd birthday.

7/14/2010 Silas getting his splint

It all started on Wednesday morning, July 14, 2010 in our hotel room in San Antonio, Texas. My parents, sister and her two boys were also there. The plan was to go to the Alamo that morning. We had just had breakfast and I was finishing up getting the boys ready and gathering our things. Silas decided that I needed to watch a new trick. He climbed up on couch and said, "Mom, watch me." I've been hearing that phrase a lot lately and said, "I'm watching." He proceeded to jump off the couch. It was not a perfect 10 landing and from the moment he landed I could tell he was hurting. He started crying immediately and kept grabbing at his leg. Kerry looked at his leg and there was no swelling. I started walking around with him trying to calm him down and took him into my parents room (connected). When my dad took a look at it 5 minutes after Kerry, it had started swelling. At this time, both Kerry and my Dad agreed that Silas needed to be seen. Nana, Granddad, and RyAnn graciously agreed to take care of the other three boys.

Before we were even in the car, my Dad was on the phone with David Miracle, pastor of Northridge Park Baptist Church, asking for the best children's hospital in San Antonio. When we arrived at Methodist Children's Hospital, David Miracle was already there waiting for us. It's such a blessing to know people in different cities and feel taken care of when there is a need.

Fortunately, the emergency room was not crowded when we arrived. We were taken back to a room immediately. Within minutes, the on call doctor (who happens to be from California) came in an talked with us. After that, we were taken to x-rays. They discovered that Silas has broken in left leg in two places and it looks like a chunk of bone was missing as well. Fortunately, the bones did not have to be set. They gave him medicine for pain and put him in the splint. Woodie, who put the splint on Silas was also from California. He contacted the pediatric orthopedic that we would be seeing on Friday for the cast and she stopped by to say hi. She also happens to be from California. It's always such a relief in the midst of pain to feel confident in the doctors that are taking care of your children. The California connection was such a big plus. It made us feel right at home.

7/14/2010 - Brock, Caleb, and Josiah on the way to the Alamo

7/14/2010 - Granddad with Braxton, Levi, Brock, Josiah, and Caleb at the Alamo (Nana's picture with the boys didn't turn out too well)

We made it back to the condo in time for lunch. We were able to get Silas settled before everyone else arrived back from the Alamo. The rest of the day for Silas and I was spent in bed or some form of being held. Everyone else spent the afternoon at the pool. I felt really bad that I wasn't spending anytime with my other 3 but they appeared to be having a blast and it didn't seem to phase them.

7/14/2010 - Silas feeling a little better that night as long as mommy was holding him. He did let Granddad hold him for a little while to give my arms a rest.

Trip to Texas: Part 3

2010-07-28T21:31:00.001-07:00

Day 8: We were on the road before 9am to head to San Antonio. We have the best traveling boys. With one less boy, the car was definitely quieter. We made great time and didn't need to stop for lunch until we were around Austin. We made it to San Antonio in time to buy groceries for the week before check-in. Kerry and Caleb arrived just as we were starting to unload the car. After unloading the car, Kerry and I took the boys to the petting zoo. It wasn't a regular petting zoo. They brought animals out, told some information on the animal, and then let you pet them. Caleb and Levi thought it was great. Josiah was hot so I took Silas and him back to the room. We ate dinner and then headed to the swimming pools. The boys especially loved the lazy river but it took awhile for Silas to like it. He prefers to be able to touch the ground in water. RyAnn, Nate, and their boys were supposed to arrive the following day, but due to a water leak, Nate had to stay home while it was fixed. So, RyAnn and the boys came on down arriving in time for a swim.

7/12/2010 - Caleb and Levi

7/12/2010 - Caleb with a ball python

Day 9: We started our day out with a swim. Then, the kids participated in a craft, swam some more, and did another craft. After that, it was time for lunch and a little rest time. We swam some more. Then ate dinner, had smores and swam some more. That was a lot of swimming for one day. None of the boys were complaining though.

7/13/2010 - Silas hanging out at the pool

7/13/2010 - Nana and Levi floating in the lazy river

7/13/2010 - Josiah really enjoyed the lazy river

7/13/2010 - Caleb with a checkered garter snake that he found near the condo. He also had a field mouse run between his legs while he was outside.

Trip to Texas: Part 2

2010-07-27T15:25:00.001-07:00

7/9/2010 - All the boys with Granny

Day 5: We woke up at Granny's and I started packing up the boys stuff along with mine. We left right around lunch time with Kerry and Granny. They were driving us to meet my mom in Mount Pleasant. Once we met my mom, she gave Granny and Kerry her car and then joined the boys in ours. We were headed to Hot Springs, Arkansas to visit my grandfather, Papa. We had a very smooth trip there. We stopped for dinner before going to see Papa. It was great to finally see him after so long. The boys were well behaved and we even got to go swimming at the condo's pool, a great treat for the boys. After dessert, we headed to the lake house (thanks Williene!) to rest. When Josiah saw the lake house he said, "I like this hotel better than the other one." They slept pretty well and it was great to relax.

7/9/2010 - On the road to meet up with Nana

Day 6: After getting ready, we drove back to Papa's house for breakfast. We all love the real bacon he cooks. We were trying to think of something the boys would enjoy and my mom found an alligator farm. It was small and it could use some improvement, but the boys loved it. There was a petting zoo and lots of alligators. Caleb thought it was the greatest place. There was a boy that looked about Caleb's age who was volunteering. The boy was holding a small alligator while people took turns petting it. Caleb now wants to move to Arkansas so he can volunteer there. We also go to see them feed the alligators and listen to the history of the alligator farm. We returned to the lake house to let the boys rest before Papa, Loriece, Williene, and Skip arrived for fishing and dinner. Fishing is all the boys had wanted to do since they knew we were going to Arkansas. They didn't catch anything but still had fun. After dinner, we went back to Papa's to swim some more. Then is was back to the lake house for bed.

7/10/2010 Caleb at the petting zoo

7/10/2010 - Levi, Mommy with Silas sleeping, and Josiah at the petting zoo

7/10/2010 - Caleb and Josiah petting an alligator

7/10/2010 - Nana with Levi while he pets an alligator

7/10/2010 - A few of the alligators we say at the alligator farm

7/10/2010 - Me with my boys at the lake house

7/10/2010 - Levi, Nana, and Josiah at the lake house (did I mention Josiah fell off this swing at least 5 times in one evening?)

7/10/2010 - Josiah and Levi fishing

7/10/2010 - Caleb fishing on the boat dock

Day 7: Nana was so great to wake up early with Caleb and take him fishing. They got to fish in peace for about an hour before the other three had to join the fun. We had a late breakfast at Papa's house before saying goodbye and heading to Arlington. We met Kerry in Mount Pleasant once again so he could take Caleb with him back to Granny's house. The rest of us traveled back to Arlington in time for dinner, a short visit to see RyAnn's new house, and to wash and pack clothes for our trip to San Antonio. By the way, it was our 12th anniversary. Our plan was to have a date night while we were in San Antonio.

7/11/2010 - Me with the boys, Papa, and Loriece

7/11/2010 - Loriece, Papa, and me

Trip to Texas: Part 1

2010-07-25T22:58:00.001-07:00

We had a great time while in Texas. We stayed so busy that it will take more than one post to share. Instead of flying, we decided to drive to Texas from California. We were able to make it in two days. We stopped once in Las Cruces, NM to stay overnight. The boys were great travelers. It does help that I sit in the back with the two youngest so that I am available to meet their needs quickly and entertain them.

Day 1: We woke up and were on the road a little after 5am. We tried to stop about every 3 hours which seemed to work out pretty well. If Silas was sleeping, we kept driving. We arrived in Las Cruces, NM just in time for dinner. We decided that it would be easiest to have food delivered to the hotel. That was a great decision. After dinner, we all went swimming in the hotel pool. Then it was bedtime since we had another early morning ahead of us.

7/5/2010 - On the road

Day 2: We overslept by 30 minutes but still did a pretty good job getting on the road. The boys did a great job once again traveling in the car. We arrived in Arlington, Texas for dinner with my parents. They had dinner all ready for us which the boys barely touched. They were so excited to be out of the car and to be at Nana and Granddad's house. We stayed for about 2 hours before we got back into the car to drive the rest of the way to Granny's house. Silas slept the entire way which meant he was wide awake when we got to Granny's.

We arrived at Granny's rather late, after 10:oopm but you would have thought it was morning the boys were that excited. They were so excited to see Granny that they stayed up past midnight. Silas actually made it until 1:30am. That meant I was up that late too.

Day 3: Even though we were up late the night before, that didn't stop the boys from waking up at a regular time. We enjoyed relaxing in the morning before meeting Uncle Kent for lunch at Bodacious Barbecue. After lunch, we spent some time relaxing until Josiah got stung by a red wasp while trying to catch it with his new net. While Kerry applied ice, I ran to the store for benadryl. He fell asleep pretty much right away. That evening, Uncle Kent brought his girlfriend Christy over for us to meet. The three boys were so shy. Levi woke up from his nap while they were here. He kept his head ducked and eventually went back to lay down. As soon as they left, he came out wide awake, with a smile on his face.

Day 4: Kerry was nice to let me sleep in this morning since I was exhausted. Silas had had a tough night. He was in the middle of cutting all of his eye teeth. Once I was awake, Kerry left to go work with Kent. The boys, Granny and I went to see Toy Story 3. All of the boys really liked it, Silas included. When Kerry got back, we took the boys to Lake Gladewater to swim. They thought it was pretty cool to swim in a lake. Granny stayed at home while I sat and just watched. I am not a big fan of swimming in a lake. I mean, there are actually real live fish in there. Yikes! We ended our outing with playing at the park. The outing was just what the boys needed.

7/8/2010 - Silas swimming in Lake Gladewater

7/8/2010 - Josiah wrote his name in the sand

7/8/2010 - Josiah, Levi, and Silas enjoying the lake

7/8/2010 - All four having fun

7/8/2010 - Caleb and Levi

7/8/2010 - Silas and Josiah

A Caleb Update

2010-07-13T11:36:00.000-07:00

Here are a few things I want to remember about Caleb at this age.

*Caleb will begin fifth grade at home this year. It going by too fast.
*I have never met anyone more passionate about reptiles than he is. He knows so much about them and it makes his day when he is able to catch a lizard, snake, or other reptile/amphibian.
*He also is developing an interest in birds. He will sit in our backyard as still as can be and see how close he can get to one.
*His artistic ability continues to increase. He never ceases to amaze me with his ability to draw. While he is drawing 3 dimensional people, I'm stuck drawing stick figures.
*He is starting to play more with his younger brothers and not get as irritated with them as he used to. He creates baseball games for them or they will bird watch in their hunting gear in the backyard. So precious to see him being a positive role model in their lives.
*He has decided to play baseball this fall.
*He loves to watch cooking shows and is a great help in the kitchen.
*If he was old enough to babysit, I'd let him. I know he would do a great job with his brothers. He's looking forward to that day since I told him I would pay him if I needed him to babysit.
*He's getting so tall. One day soon I will be looking up at him.
*He still has a take charge personality just like his Dad.

I am so proud of the young man Caleb is becoming. Although he has his moments like we all do, he has a wonderful heart and a passion for life. I am excited to see what God has planned for Him, because I know it will be amazing since he's such an amazing person. And I get to say I'm his mom!

And Caleb, since I know you read my blog I want you to know how much I love you and how blessed I am that God gave you to us. You and I sometimes reflect about how when I was pregnant with you I wanted a girl but God knew I needed you. God was right. You are a wonderful son and life wouldn't be the same without you.

Joyful Josiah

2010-07-03T23:43:00.001-07:00

*This year, Josiah has learned how to read. I love this stage when they catch on to reading. I love being one of the first ones to watch them learn.
*He is developing such a kind heart. Repeatedly, he will recognize Silas or Levi needs something and get it without being asked.
*He is very athletic. I'm still amazed at his ability on his bicycle. He can jump ramps and go really really fast. Too fast for his mom sometimes.
*He often wants things done perfectly and at times it is overwhelming for him and he can't see past it to complete something. For example, he really struggles to pick up the toys in his room unless I'm in there counting -- pick up one toy every 5 seconds. He's getting better about realizing that the important thing is that he tries his best.
*He is really excited about being in Kindergarten even if it is at home. I think he feels he is now on Caleb's level since they will both be in school.
*He is very excited to try a sport out this year since we told him he would need to wait until he was 5 years old. He is disappointed that t-ball is not offered here in the fall and has settled for soccer instead.
*The day to him is not complete without a snack right before bed.
*His feet can withstand more than anyone I know. He runs barefoot all over the yard and street. He can even be found riding his bicycle without shoes. He can stand on burning hot pavement and it doesn't phase him at all.
*He loves his Nana dearly and I think he is often tempted to go live with her permanently.
*He may appear shy in new or large settings but that is the complete opposite of the Josiah we see at home.

I am so thankful for the blessing Josiah has been in our lives.